Serious When you spent your entire life alone...

[DestroyedLife]

i guess it hurts when youre a child. Because you still have the hope that something will change, but when you was abused from your father, ignored and mistreated form him every fucking time and not even handled as a human... why can people expect that i fucking know what i would want to be later ? What plans i will have for my fucking life? That i should be happy about my situation... . What the fuck do you know? Nothing. Thats right. Call it cope, but since 10 years or so i didnt even care about being alone anymore. ( was 15 at this time) Thats why i cant understand why people are still trying to fit in society, even on this forum here. You dont need humans to be happy, you can do things on your own and cope your way through life. Most people are worthless trash anyway, when you dont have anything to offerto them nobody will see you as worthy to talk to. So why the fuck are you still trying to fit in this fucked up shit world? Delusional retards everywhere, not even able to think rational. I can proudly say that i hate 99% of humans and i feel VERY uncomfortable if i had to live with ANY other person together in my apartment 24/7. I feel like an alien compared to normies, but whatever, i like this status more than being a fucking brainwashed normie. No need to change. tbh

 

[VisVoi]

Learning about human nature has helped me come to terms with loneliness more than self-acceptance or hobbies ever did.

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

Much truth, big pill to swallow though . My brain is coping hard that I could find a way around that somehow. "Find the right people"(and maybe even a gf) , you know. Any tips how to give up or make it in the end? My urge to socialize is pretty strong despite my autism etc. and there's some undeniable health and even some educational benefit to it. You have zero human contacts now? WHat did you try? I'd be really interested in your story.

 

[Deleted member 10150]

I've always been singing myself, often insulted and harassed me, I've been alone against all of them, somehow realized that it makes no sense to try to avoid myself and my loneliness, there really is a problem in me, but I find problems in others and not I want more to do with society and trust it. I passed a point where there was no return. I hate them all ...

 

[HarvesterOfInceldom]

I remember talking to a girl back in high school. It was in french class, and she was grilling me on why I didn't have a girlfriend. I told her I planned to never get into a relationship, and then she looked at me in disgust then mockingly said "well I guess you want to die alone teehee?!" and walked away.

I've accepted it at this point.