When is it over?

[bing]

I’m gonna be 29 this year and I just got fired from a factory job paying 23.39/hr in a very low cost of living state. Resume is filled with red flags. Got 1 friend across the country who is gonna be a doctor. I can’t even talk to him cause he doesn’t respect me anymore.

I’m at my parents rn and I got 2 bottles of Nembutal in my car. I’m curious, I need honest opinions…is it over or should I try at life a little more? I’m in pretty good shape so I can looksmax within a year. But my resume sucks cock. I got a degree and I work in factories. I could go back to school somewhere else maybe to be a pharmacist or some shit. Thoughts?

 

[TINMAN]

What is your degree

 

[Racial-Identitarian]

OvER boyo

 

[bing]

What is your degree

Human physiology. I got a 3.19 gpa. It is useless pretty much and a stain on my record if I want to pursue being a doctor.

I could go to Texas and it erases old grades from 10 yrs ago tho. I’m high IQ but kinda schizo so I could possibly be a doctor but I would be 42 or so.

 

[jerkjocky]

get some shit low pay customer service cuck phone job remotely and move to where you can get pussy. thats what im gunna do when im ready. literally minimum wage remote customer service job can allow you to live comfy in shit tons of countries

 

[subhuman]

its cucked to be asking other people tbh. you already know what the answer is.

 

[InMinecraft]

OvER boyo

 

[TINMAN]

Human physiology. I got a 3.19 gpa. It is useless pretty much and a stain on my record if I want to pursue being a doctor.

I could go to Texas and it erases old grades from 10 yrs ago tho. I’m high IQ but kinda schizo so I could possibly be a doctor but I would be 42 or so.

Continuing to try to get into medicine seems like a bad idea to me, you'll accumulate a bunch of debt that will be hard to pay off, and your chances of success seem slim.

Honestly the most brutal part about this is that you aren't NT. Finding a job is fucking brutal for people who are fucked in the head, I know this personally. Any job that relies mostly on interpersonal interactions is excluded, and that means a solid 70-80% of all jobs, and then on top of that interviews become 100 times harder.

In my case I know that I would be very competent at any roles that require calculations, but there's no way for me to get hired. I even tried using special hiring programs for people with my disability, but the only people that get hired through those are foids that they can showcase in their fucking commercials. I know this because I personally interacted with a foid in the program who I then saw in an advertisement a year later saying that she got hired, meanwhile I was passed over 10 times until I gave up and tried something else.

 

[bing]

its cucked to be asking other people tbh. you already know what the answer is.

Goo goo Gaga nigger

 

[bing]

Continuing to try to get into medicine seems like a bad idea to me, you'll accumulate a bunch of debt that will be hard to pay off, and your chances of success seem slim.

Honestly the most brutal part about this is that you aren't NT. Finding a job is fucking brutal for people who are fucked in the head, I know this personally. Any job that relies mostly on interpersonal interactions is excluded, and that means a solid 70-80% of all jobs, and then on top of that interviews become 100 times harder.

Thanks for insight. Yea I figured as much. Factory work was cool at my old job cause there was no interaction barely. I got fired from this place from interacting lol. I used to have a decent veneer of being NT but it’s faded more and more the longer I exist. I’m hapa also so the racism is brutal

Idk what to do, pharmacist seems a good route cause it’s scientific and pays well but I don’t deal with patients. I think I’m able to overcompensate w good grades if I tried.

 

[TINMAN]

Thanks for insight. Yea I figured as much. Factory work was cool at my old job cause there was no interaction barely. I got fired from this place from interacting lol. I used to have a decent veneer of being NT but it’s faded more and more the longer I exist. I’m hapa also so the racism is brutal

Idk what to do, pharmacist seems a good route cause it’s scientific and pays well but I don’t deal with patients. I think I’m able to overcompensate w good grades if I tried.

I don't know where you live so this might not be relevant, but you could try applying for jobs in areas that are rural or farther away from cities, companies in areas like that tend to struggle more with hiring and have lower standards.

The downside is obviously that you would have to relocate and also live in a shithole, but it is what it is.

 

[crestfallencel]

over at birth

 

[bing]

I don't know where you live so this might not be relevant, but you could try applying for jobs in areas that are rural or farther away from cities, companies in areas like that tend to struggle more with hiring and have lower standards.

The downside is obviously that you would have to relocate and also live in a shithole, but it is what it is.

Yea I did that for my old job. In a rural shithole. Lol

Don’t think I’m made for this work. It is filled w ppl that hate me because they’re blue collar racist dudes.

Not sure if just going back to school and overcompensating w grades would fix the career problem but whatever. I got Nembutal so I can just rope any time I want. Was thinking to just buckle down and do everything right this time to see if anything changes

 

[bing]

over at birth

Autistic white dad + schizo Asian mom + broke until they were 45 years old = me. Also only child. I’m even worse off than ER lol. I’m higher IQ than him tho

 

[Billowel]

Thanks for insight. Yea I figured as much. Factory work was cool at my old job cause there was no interaction barely. I got fired from this place from interacting lol. I used to have a decent veneer of being NT but it’s faded more and more the longer I exist. I’m hapa also so the racism is brutal

Idk what to do, pharmacist seems a good route cause it’s scientific and pays well but I don’t deal with patients. I think I’m able to overcompensate w good grades if I tried.

you are hapa?why don't you work some job,save enough money and go back "home"(as a biracial i imagine it must be hard to call anything home,but most hapas look incredibly asian,so asia is your best chance since competitng with 6'4 white boys and 6'5 tyrones is a bad decision no matter what).or try to get some random remote job and then move back "home".

now if it's china,you might be getting the same tier of difficulty since the male to female ratio over there is brutal,but if it's somewhere else,you could probably have a nice life over there.

 

[bing]

you are hapa?why don't you work some job,save enough money and go back "home"(as a biracial i imagine it must be hard to call anything home,but most hapas look incredibly asian,so asia is your best chance since competitng with 6'4 white boys and 6'5 tyrones is a bad decision no matter what).or try to get some random remote job and then move back "home".

now if it's china,you might be getting the same tier of difficulty since the male to female ratio over there is brutal,but if it's somewhere else,you could probably have a nice life over there.

I don’t speak korean so no

 

[Billowel]

I don’t speak korean so no

your mother was korean?weird.was your father a upper tier normie or chadlite?korean women are the hardest to get so kind of surprised.you would probably mog in korea.try to learn korean and see if you can live there.i mean you are thinking of becoming a doctor at 41,so it's not like learning korean and moving there is any less ridiculous.


we are incels,and all we can do is try and hope for the best.

 

[bing]

your mother was korean?weird.was your father a upper tier normie or chadlite?korean women are the hardest to get so kind of surprised.you would probably mog in korea.try to learn korean and see if you can live there.i mean you are thinking of becoming a doctor at 41,so it's not like learning korean and moving there is any less ridiculous.


we are incels,and all we can do is try and hope for the best.

My dad is an Irish immigrant (JFL) chad-lite mega loser. Well he got a PhD in a stupid field and is pretty much a loser for how supposedly smart he is. Mom is a schizo who speaks broken English.

These two retards can’t even take care of a pet cat let alone raise a child. So here I am with pretty much every single mental illness. Lol. Feral child pretty much was how I was raised.

Idk what I’m thinking now honestly. I could have made 6 figures in this factory I got fired from but I would work every single day. Including holidays. Fuck that

 

[Billowel]

My dad is an Irish immigrant (JFL) chad-lite mega loser. Well he got a PhD in a stupid field and is pretty much a loser for how supposedly smart he is. Mom is a schizo who speaks broken English.

These two retards can’t even take care of a pet cat let alone raise a child. So here I am with pretty much every single mental illness. Lol. Feral child pretty much was how I was raised.

Idk what I’m thinking now honestly. I could have made 6 figures in this factory I got fired from but I would work every single day. Including holidays. Fuck that

did he meet your mother in korea?my father was an upper tier normie/chadlite backhome,but luckily there are barely any ethnics backhome,so mixed raced couples/kids simply don't exist. do you live in the uk?if that's the case brutal.i live in london and want to rope everyday.i am happy that i am probably going to go backhome for good this summer but yeah.


honestly man,in korea your competition would be way less and you would probably have a much much better life.money is worth nothing if there is nothing to spend it on.

 

[bing]

did he meet your mother in korea?my father was an upper tier normie/chadlite backhome,but luckily there are barely any ethnics backhome,so mixed raced couples/kids simply don't exist. do you live in the uk?if that's the case brutal.i live in london and want to rope everyday.i am happy that i am probably going to go backhome for good this summer but yeah.


honestly man,in korea your competition would be way less and you would probably have a much much better life.money is worth nothing if there is nothing to spend it on.

They met in grad school in New York State. I live in an even worse place than the UK. It is the Midwest USA. I have been trapped because I cannot stick to any job since uni ended because I got paranoia and not much to talk about with ppl. Also treated like a freak cause of the way I look. Race mixing is for weird freaks like my parents. My phenotype does not match either one and they cannot relate to me whatsoever. Severely alienated from everyone and everything.

I can’t fathom going to Korea where I could not speak the language lol. Would prob end up homeless or working in some shithole restaurant which is worse than death.

Are you a curry or what?

 

[Lycan]

For some people it never began

 

[Billowel]

They met in grad school in New York State. I live in an even worse place than the UK. It is the Midwest USA. I have been trapped because I cannot stick to any job since uni ended because I got paranoia and not much to talk about with ppl. Also treated like a freak cause of the way I look. Race mixing is for weird freaks like my parents. My phenotype does not match either one and they cannot relate to me whatsoever. Severely alienated from everyone and everything.

I can’t fathom going to Korea where I could not speak the language lol. Would prob end up homeless or working in some shithole restaurant which is worse than death.

Are you a curry or what?

i am med.was born in portugal. i mean we are incels and an incel life isn't pretty,so you have to try your best,unless you want to end up filled with regrets.you could probably save up enough money to live in korean for like 2 or 3 months and see if you like the thing.

 

[bing]

i am med.was born in portugal. i mean we are incels and an incel life isn't pretty,so you have to try your best,unless you want to end up filled with regrets.you could probably save up enough money to live in korean for like 2 or 3 months and see if you like the thing.

Incel life for me is just video games, guitar and eating food. Lmao. Was gonna get a motorcycle too unless I rope in the next month

 

[starcrapoo]

No shortage of jobs in the major cities. But you will have to deal with the hypergamous racist foids and suffer all around.