When I was in pain, no one supported me

[copecel2]

I went through the worst episodes of depression and anxiety over the last 5 years. And it fucking sucked. Since I moved to US, I felt alone. Like no one was even bothering to form a bond of friendship with me.

I am not a guy who stinks, I am trying my best to take care of myself, but when I see that the fortune is against my wills, I decided to stop it and not caring about me. I feel abandoned in an ocean of desolation, sleeping with snakes singing poems of fear at my ear. I had sex with my anxiety and she is a good crazy bitch that fucked up my life.

Five years of misery, no one will ever want to talk to me, let alone being friends with me, or even having the chance to form a fruitful relationship, to support each other and have good sex. Because humans are like animals from a biological standpoint, no one deserves solitude.

 

[tanfeo]

Fellow mover here. For me it was 20 years ago that I moved, but I was already alone before that.
I hoped for a change being in a different country, but I was wrong. People are the same wherever you go.
Five years isn't even that much, and I asure you it will get worse over time.
After 20 years you will literally live like an animal. Happened to me, I know the song too well.

 

[Excluded]

I hoped for a change being in a different country, but I was wrong. People are the same wherever you go.

This is common mistake. If you can't socialize in a place you won't do it in another place.

 

[mylifeistrash]

I went through the worst episodes of depression and anxiety over the last 5 years. And it fucking sucked. Since I moved to US, I felt alone. Like no one was even bothering to form a bond of friendship with me.

I am not a guy who stinks, I am trying my best to take care of myself, but when I see that the fortune is against my wills, I decided to stop it and not caring about me. I feel abandoned in an ocean of desolation, sleeping with snakes singing poems of fear at my ear. I had sex with my anxiety and she is a good crazy bitch that fucked up my life.

Five years of misery, no one will ever want to talk to me, let alone being friends with me, or even having the chance to form a fruitful relationship, to support each other and have good sex. Because humans are like animals from a biological standpoint, no one deserves solitude.

typical for men in the USA

 

[Michinomiya Hirohit]

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