When I was 17 I was messaging a bunch of girls on insta, most would ignore me. But I ended up meeting this one, she was this short petite giga stacy with blonde hair and blue eyes. I don’t remember how I came to meet this one but I did, and right off the bat I could tell she had a slew of different mental disorders, anger issues, bipolar disorder, depression, anxiety, etc.
She would eventually end up fucking me over so badly, this is one of my biggest blunders when it comes to girls.
We were “friends” for a moderate amount of time. Often would “bond” over how suicidal we both were and other topics, and sometimes talk in voice calls and she would eventually give me her number. I can’t remember when things exactly got bad, but she would talk about chads sometimes. And she even admitted that she prefers taller men.
I think that’s where things went bad because I would try to show her how most women don’t desire ugly men in the slightest but she would just have these bluepilled responses, it would turn into fights often.
She would end up blocking my number and my insta for a while saying that my personality was unbearable, but then she eventually came back, things went back to how they were for a bit but then one day she says “can I tell you something?” And I ask her what it is. And she says that she lost her virginity. I immediately went into a rage, she didn’t know became I didn’t tell her, but I punched the wall until my hand bled.
She also told me the guy was 6 inches but he couldn’t get hard or finish when he fucked her, they did it in an unlocked car. I asked if she came and she said no. I was so angry, things would go on as usual I believe and I laughed it off in a fake display of confidence. I then asked her what size she prefers and she said the 5 - 6 range.
Things go on as usual, I don’t involve all the details because then all of my stories would be novels. But yeah there came a point where we both had planned to kill ourselves, I had said that since we were both going to die, could I lose my virginity to you someday and rail the shit out of you? And she says “I don’t know”, JFL.
Neither of us ended up killing ourselves it and I ended up cheering her up about her insecurities and flaws or whatever. Eventually she sends me a video of her holding hands with this tall chad.
This was the last straw and I had lost interest in talking to her. Some days later I told her I was gonna blow my head off with a shotgun I found, I didn’t actually have a shotgun but I wanted to see how much she cared.
She starts spamming me with messages begging me not to do it and calling out my name, and as minutes pass she starts asking me “are you still there???”. I eventually just respond back and said the shotgun didn’t work. I can’t remember what happened after that though. But I felt like I got revenge in that moment.
This is kind of the gist of everything, I was brutally cucked by this woman. She never had any interest in me beyond a lowly friend. And would literally tell me about her sexual conquests. We would talk for a bit longer but I eventually lost interest and ghosted. Man I was so dumb in this time period.
She would eventually end up fucking me over so badly, this is one of my biggest blunders when it comes to girls.
We were “friends” for a moderate amount of time. Often would “bond” over how suicidal we both were and other topics, and sometimes talk in voice calls and she would eventually give me her number. I can’t remember when things exactly got bad, but she would talk about chads sometimes. And she even admitted that she prefers taller men.
I think that’s where things went bad because I would try to show her how most women don’t desire ugly men in the slightest but she would just have these bluepilled responses, it would turn into fights often.
She would end up blocking my number and my insta for a while saying that my personality was unbearable, but then she eventually came back, things went back to how they were for a bit but then one day she says “can I tell you something?” And I ask her what it is. And she says that she lost her virginity. I immediately went into a rage, she didn’t know became I didn’t tell her, but I punched the wall until my hand bled.
She also told me the guy was 6 inches but he couldn’t get hard or finish when he fucked her, they did it in an unlocked car. I asked if she came and she said no. I was so angry, things would go on as usual I believe and I laughed it off in a fake display of confidence. I then asked her what size she prefers and she said the 5 - 6 range.
Things go on as usual, I don’t involve all the details because then all of my stories would be novels. But yeah there came a point where we both had planned to kill ourselves, I had said that since we were both going to die, could I lose my virginity to you someday and rail the shit out of you? And she says “I don’t know”, JFL.
Neither of us ended up killing ourselves it and I ended up cheering her up about her insecurities and flaws or whatever. Eventually she sends me a video of her holding hands with this tall chad.
This was the last straw and I had lost interest in talking to her. Some days later I told her I was gonna blow my head off with a shotgun I found, I didn’t actually have a shotgun but I wanted to see how much she cared.
She starts spamming me with messages begging me not to do it and calling out my name, and as minutes pass she starts asking me “are you still there???”. I eventually just respond back and said the shotgun didn’t work. I can’t remember what happened after that though. But I felt like I got revenge in that moment.
This is kind of the gist of everything, I was brutally cucked by this woman. She never had any interest in me beyond a lowly friend. And would literally tell me about her sexual conquests. We would talk for a bit longer but I eventually lost interest and ghosted. Man I was so dumb in this time period.
