Serious When do you loose all hope?

[BlackPilledNormi]

A question for all those who were blackpilled for a longer time:
Is there a time where finally stop hoping that if you do smth your life can change. Its not even the time lost by chasing these goals, just to see that you never left square one even if you achieve what you wanted in the first place. Its simply dont matter. And when I realize this and my hope I put in this is destroyed- this hurts so much more even more then not achieving it and ofcourse way more then giving up in the first place.
But I simply cant stop to fall for the copes. I cant stop to think that I can change this life by doin this or that. And then I see I lied to myself and hate me even more (but still not loose enough faith in the "good" of this world to end this life).
Does atleast this get easier at some point in life, can you loose atleast this pledge called hope.
I simply want to get this life done, with a minimum of pain. I want these constant disappointment to end.

 

[Grodd]

Yeah my hope is completely gone

 

[Dneum912]

When I found out i had a micropenis, a subhuman deformed face that is beyond repair and after being introduced to the agepill

I'm geniunely a truecel

got rejected multiple times

 

[RechargedSamsung]

When I found out i had a micropenis, a subhuman deformed face that is beyond repair and after being introduced to the agepill

I'm geniunely a truecel

got rejected multiple times

Basically the same except for the agepill part

Im fucking 18 yet i havent lost this much hope in my life im at a point where im just asking myself whats making me keep going on?

 

[B33troot]

I lost hope 14 years ago when my oneitis, who was nice enough to talk to me, rejected me to be with Chad.

That particular event made me realize I was nothing but a subhuman. It taught me everything I needed to know about the blackpill -- which is pretty significant considering it was long before I even heard of terms like "Incel" and "blackpill".

Life is a cruel teacher, but a very good one.

Might make a thread about it later.

 

[Clavicus Vile]

Probably about 15, however I’m not done. As long as I am alive, I will never stop bothering women. I will keep messaging them, keep disgracing them with my ugly presence.

 

[Apex.Koala]

Yeah my hope is completely gone

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

After 25

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

Basically the same except for the agepill part

Im fucking 18 yet i havent lost this much hope in my life im at a point where im just asking myself whats making me keep going on?

Thats pretty much where Iam now with 22

 

[Friezacel]

I think its impossible to completely lose any hope. Even if objectively your situation is completely hopeless, there will still always be a tiny amount of hope. Hope is part of our survival instinct and if it wasnt for the slighest amount of hope, most would have roped already.

With other words: Hope is cope and cope saves from the rope

 

[RechargedSamsung]

Thats pretty much where Iam now with 22

Idk if youre in or graduated college but damn this is probably one of the most isolating times im in ngl and its terribel man im srsly using this forum to cope with the fsct i dont talk to anyone

 

[SilverBullet]

at first in middle school when everyone was getting into relationships while I was an awkward little inkie that everyone laughed at instead of with (over for jesters). Then as of last year developing tinnitus, chronic pain, and other neurological issues simply because a fucking bone joint moved slightly out of place. Im dead inside and wish for a peaceful death in my sleep every night

 

[Dneum912]

Hope is part of our survival instinct and if it wasnt for the slighest amount of hope, most would have roped already.

This and I think those who have roped ran out of hopes

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

Idk if youre in or graduated college but damn this is probably one of the most isolating times im in ngl and its terribel man im srsly using this forum to cope with the fsct i dont talk to anyone

Im just about to end training. Sometimes I think about going to college to get a better Job, but then I think that this is just another cope which will just be anothet Illusion for a better life.

 

[you are no men]

Strict Parents have enought money to buy house or car.
But they not even considered to visit me to prostitute in my teenage years, which is only 100euro.


Once I turn 18. I am being treated as 'sexual incompetent'.

 

[RechargedSamsung]

Im just about to end training. Sometimes I think about going to college to get a better Job, but then I think that this is just another cope which will just be anothet Illusion for a better life.

If you do end up going to uni
Just be a commuter dont even move into the dorms its awful man a college degree is cool if youre trying to gain more from wageslaving although with this job market with nobody fucking hiring it feels like a scam

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

Hope is cope and cope saves from the rope

Sometimes (and I dont even mean bad days) I wouldnt consider "safe" the right word, I think prevent is better

 

[A.M.KANGA]

Yeah my hope is completely gone

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

If you do end up going to uni
Just be a commuter dont even move into the dorms its awful man a college degree is cool if youre trying to gain more from wageslaving although with this job market with nobody fucking hiring it feels like a scam

Pretty much the reason while I probably goin to stay with my courant profession, where of not much to do during work and get more money then minimum wage

 

[Pieceofshetmomocel]

Being Born as a Pajeet, I already gave up. IT'S SO SO SO FUCKING OVER FOR ME