2 years back, when stacy I loved much chose very fat guy 6/10 over my sporty body, only because he bigmouthed her, did lot of small talk, then revealed his "feelings for her''. Possible explanation is that I didn't try hard enough, because I'm mentalcel, and can't talk to 5+ grade female. I promised myself this was my last dissapointment.My last romance took place before 17 years, now I'm 32 and I think I will just get old alone.