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Experiment When did you found out that you were ugly?

Tapsti

Tapsti

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Mine was when i was 12 i simply look into the mirror and just think to myself 'holy fuck this is how what other people see no wonder i dont have any females friends' im pretty sure before that i dont care about myself. I would just play outside and buy pen that is invisible to the naked eye but when put under a blue light it would show up.
 
I always knew I was ugly.
 
I looked in the mirror and added up all my incel traits.
 
When I realized what my sideprofile looks like
 
When other boys started growing into manly men, and I'm staying childish, short babyfaced framecel
 
When other boys started growing into manly men, and I'm staying childish, short babyfaced framecel
This. Hate it that i have a few masculine features on face and wide hips, gymcelling wider my shoulders but its still insufficient
 
i was told that from a young age, i began to accept it fully by age 12 probably.
 
Around 11.

Started being bullied.
Started getting treated differently by women.
My depression started
 
When i was 7/8 i was thinking about stuff like this: im so ugly, i dont know how these people are acting cool around me.
 
It's when I see photos of myself. I seem to not be able to tell how ugly I am in the mirror.
 
Around when I was 12 I'd say
 
Pretty much in elementary school. I was always picked on and made fun of for my appearance. I was so skinny and have a big nose. I was the kid that was picked last for sports teams. In fact they would fight over who had to take me. It was bad. I always wished I was bigger and better looking so I could have friends like everyone else. Being good at math is not sexy to any girl.
 
I've been called ugly since elementary school, but it took all the way till 11th grade for me to actually accept and realize I was ugly. Even though I was constantly called ugly, I would try and delude myself into thinking I looked good by looking in the mirror at certain angles and lightings.
 
When other boys started growing into manly men, and I'm staying childish, short babyfaced framecel

story of my life.
Pretty much in elementary school. I was always picked on and made fun of for my appearance. I was so skinny and have a big nose. I was the kid that was picked last for sports teams. In fact they would fight over who had to take me. It was bad. I always wished I was bigger and better looking so I could have friends like everyone else. Being good at math is not sexy to any girl.

I have a big nose as well.. my classmates would draw sketches of me as a big rat with a long nose...

I knew i was different once I found one of their sketches on accident
 
I was called weirdo and freak sometimes, not ugly, so I didn't know I was ugly till blackpill. After few side photos I realised why I was called weirdo.
Before that I didn't even know how to determine who is ugly.
 
Idk kinda always knew it. I was a video game addict from 12-16 though so I escaped from my ugliness and ignored the problem. True blackpill realization came when I was 17
 
Pretty much all through Highschool, whenever I was in a class with a seating plan foids would complain to the teacher if they were put next to me.
At the end of it, the teacher just let me sit alone.
 
When I realized what my sideprofile looks like
When other boys started growing into manly men, and I'm staying childish, short babyfaced framecel
God i wish i never saw these
Idk kinda always knew it. I was a video game addict from 12-16 though so I escaped from my ugliness and ignored the problem. True blackpill realization came when I was 17
All the goddamn time i wasted vidyacoping man. I hate that my parents let me waste the best years of my life playing video games.
 
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They said as much starting from childhood but it was mostly implied by how I was treated/ignored at a time when most average kids would end up being befriended by SOMEONE.
 
It started to occur to me at age 13 and I didn't really fully accept it/realize it until I was 16ish.
 
When I realized what my sideprofile looks like

This.

I knew I was unattractive but I didn't understand the details of it until I started researching.

Wow, I'm a genetic loser.
 
My math teacher made this girl in class sit next to me. The teacher said "i was a cute guy". The foid told me I wasn't, with a cruel "no offense" at the end. :woke::woke::woke::woke::woke:
 
Slowly, Then senior year of high school I saw the truth on how this world works.
 
I looked in the mirror, recognized my facial flaws and looked at my side profile. Then I recounted just how many times foids have shown interest in me: 0 times. Conclusion: I belong in the bottom 80% of men foids think look below average.
 
Around twelve years of age.
 
When a girl told me to my face I was ugly and short and too ethnic
 
14 roughly. But I was merely a low tier normie ugly, now I'm uglier.
 
In the 6th grade the girls made a list and rated all the guys in class when I saw my name i saw -1s written in for me it hit pretty hard tbh wasnt expecting that
 
When other boys started growing into manly men, and I'm staying childish, short babyfaced framecel


This for me as well. Didn't make that transition from looking like a boy to a man until 22-26.

Sucks to look 14 at 19. Sucks even more to look 16 at 22. Your left behind socially and romantically. Your for ever playing catch up and its too late to snag a teen love after 25/30 and the women the same age as you want nothing to do with you.
 

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