SuicideFuel When did you come closest to roping?

[Caesercel]

I think my years from 11-14 were the worst when it comes to self esteem. Countless times I've come home locked myself in the bathroom and cried and cried. In those moments I had seriously contemplated downing an entire bottle of toilet cleaning fluid to end it all. Once I got into a fight with the family and decided to cut my wrists with a compass needle. I've known pain

 

[AutistSupremacist]

When my former oneitis rejected me. At that point, I believed everything had come to and end and there nothing more to do with life

 

[Lonelyus]

2023, Everything was too much for me!

 

[fokusin]

Covid

 

[Neucher The Kanga]

I'm too much of a pussy to rope

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

When I was forcefully conscripted into the military.

 

[joocel52]

around 4 months ago

 

[THE TRUE CHONKLER]

17 when I actually jumped of a bridge

All that happened was I busted my ankle, wrist, nerve damage, brain injury, fractured skull and spine

 

[joocel52]

When I was forcefully conscripted into the military.

you served nigga? ani mitztaer sheavarta et ze

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

you served nigga? ani mitztaer sheavarta et ze

I was only there for about 2 weeks before I got discharged.

 

[kaijicel]

17 when I actually jumped of a bridge

All that happened was I busted my ankle, wrist, nerve damage, brain injury, fractured skull and spine

damn bro, sorry to hear that.
do you suffer from any pain because of that? physically i mean

 

[To koniec]

july 2022 drug overdose ( jewpills )

 

[To koniec]

11 days in mental ward due to this

 

[joocel52]

I was only there for about 2 weeks before I got discharged.

mevusas

 

[ext4]

Final year before engineering exam first and second year of engineering

 

[Rapistcel]

I think my years from 11-14 were the worst when it comes to self esteem. Countless times I've come home locked myself in the bathroom and cried and cried. In those moments I had seriously contemplated downing an entire bottle of toilet cleaning fluid to end it all. Once I got into a fight with the family and decided to cut my wrists with a compass needle. I've known pain

2022

 

[ext4]

Final year before engineering exam first and second year of engineering

I tried to hang myself with the same pant I'm wearing right now so pant and me both survived.

 

[Abgesang]

I dont remember my exact age but it was during my childhood i could not function like a normal human and always got harrased and bullied by everyone around me for it.

I just wanted to escape through death but something inside me pushed me to move forward ,eventually i just kept living out of spite and hatred.

 

[Darth Aries]

When my former oneitis rejected me. At that point, I believed everything had come to and end and there nothing more to do with life

 

[cool sonic 2]

When I was 19. I kept trying to drown myself any chance I got near a body of water

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Crashed my car into a telephone pole going 70.

Woke up from the crash and thought I was in hell because of all the smoke.

 

[zerozerozero]

i tried to rope a few times as a teenager

 

[zerozerozero]

Crashed my car into a telephone pole going 70.

Woke up from the crash and thought I was in hell because of all the smoke.

brutal

 

[Soystein]

When I was 18-22 was the worst time as the last of my soul was extinguished over those years, I used drugs every day to stay sane and alive.

 

[TheJester]

2013 or 2023

 

[TheDragon]

16. I bought a rope but was too lazy to rope so I just cried myself to sleep.

 

[Wenhao Xu]

Last year I almost ingested a bunch of sodium nitrite, I ended up pouring the water I had mixed it with down the drain.

About a month after that I was going to hang myself. I had the whole thing setup, noose around my neck, ladder ready to kick away so that I dropped. Didn't go ahead with that either.

I'm sure I would've died both times if I hadn't pussied out. I don't think I'll be trying again any time soon

 

[psyop]

2021, mice infestation

 

[Regenerator]

December 2021 I had already written my suicide note & had the rope ready but decided to stay alive at the last second. I sometimes wonder what would of happened had I gone though with it. I'm glad I changed my mind on it the last second looking back now. The scamdemic was driving me insane back then.

 

[THE TRUE CHONKLER]

damn bro, sorry to hear that.
do you suffer from any pain because of that? physically i mean

I might have arthtirits

 

[TOP_5_KANGA]

I think my years from 11-14 were the worst when it comes to self esteem. Countless times I've come home locked myself in the bathroom and cried and cried. In those moments I had seriously contemplated downing an entire bottle of toilet cleaning fluid to end it all. Once I got into a fight with the family and decided to cut my wrists with a compass needle. I've known pain

I'll probably do it in February 2025, most likely my dad will take me out of school to support the family business, because of my shitty grades.

 

[Saigon Depression]

I'm too much of a pussy to rope

same

 

[TooSomething]

17 when I actually jumped of a bridge

All that happened was I busted my ankle, wrist, nerve damage, brain injury, fractured skull and spine

Have you healed well at least?

I've almost crashed into the opposite traffic. I was aiming for a truck. I pussied out, but I am glad I did.

I have some payback I need to deliver to a lot of people, and I can't do that when I'm dead now, can I?

 

[anandkonda]

Everyday I get closer and closer

 

[justuseless]

When i was in my early 20's. Was NEET with horrible family who hated me. Severely depressed and suffering from agoraphobia.

 

[Deformed]

Everyday I get closer and closer

there's nothing worse than being here in this cold world just to suffer. just think about this: All the pain will finally end. all this bullshit will be over.

 

[ULTRAMAN]

2017. too many failures

 

[Based NaziCel]

When my former oneitis rejected me. At that point, I believed everything had come to and end and there nothing more to do with life

Yes, when I was in high school, there was a slavic stacy foid that was my oneitis but after I’ve saw that she is getting fucked by chad, I thought about roping very badly but the reason I didn’t rope was the fact that I could take revenge through nazimaxxing

 

[Friezacel]

too lazy to rope

Truecel trait

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Age 16

 

[Biowaste Removal]

In 2023 I suppose, I had my first interaction with the blackpill in 2022, and by 2023 the harsh reality had sunk in and I just didn't want to deal with it anymore.

I was planning to get high or drunk and spend all of my saved money to buy a .50 BMG single-shot rifle, and shoot myself in the chest (because I didn't want to destroy my head/face and become the next Ronnie Mcnutt meme)