Decal1us_____
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My best reason to live is my thirst for knowledge of history and of spiritual mysteries, aka gnosis
niceMy hobbies/copes, i love em,
same, but if it gets bad enough I'll rope anywaysi also have some family members that care about me and i don't want to trauma them
Black magic rituals
wtf elaborate more pleaseand reality manipulation that will eventually make me ascend
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same, but if it gets bad enough I'll rope anyways
Based.My hobbies/copes, i love em, i also have some family members that care about me and i don't want to trauma them
Based.
Yea theres lots of symbolism that applies to our daily lives that you'll start to notice if you really dive into the saturn rabbit holeSo you believe in the demiurge and stuff?
That god may be real, and most likely YHWH but definitely not the highest/ most powerful god. Another thing you'll see if you research saturn mythology is how saturn/yhwh created this world/universe and keeps us trapped in it but it IS possible to ascend past it.i believe in an imperfect god that created luck and random chance and that they see us like a sims game
I'm glad to hear that brocel.Life may be tough most of the time brodda, but my passions truly give me happiness even if for a bit, collecting SAKs and cards brings me joy
Yea theres lots of symbolism that applies to our daily lives that you'll start to notice if you really dive into the saturn rabbit hole
That god may be real, and most likely YHWH but definitely not the highest/ most powerful god. Another thing you'll see if you research saturn mythology is how saturn/yhwh created this world/universe and keeps us trapped in it but it IS possible to ascend past it.
I'm glad to hear that brocel.
nice bro good luckMy hobbies, like video games or drawing, also in the future I want to have a collection of scale airplane kits to assemble and paint.
lolGooning mostly.
at times I do aswell...+ I do have some hope.
Thanks brocel.nice bro good luck
yea but my phone broke so I cant talk on it until I get it fixed(my only way to talk on this site, besides my phone, is my school chromebook and they blocked discord) we can pm here though, but im going to sleep in a few minutes so yea lolIm very interested on talking more about that, got discord?
I see you're quest for knowledge and raise you, inertia.My best reason to live is my thirst for knowledge of history and of spiritual mysteries, aka gnosis
good luck manFind out what happens pretty much
lmao, nasheeds do sound nice though lolidk. i just want to watch nasheeds and isis edits
Touché.I see your quest for knowledge and raise you, inertia.
that'd probably happen to me jfl. if I tried to kill myself and my family found out, they'd either never let me go outside or make someone always have an eye on meLiterally only fear, if I try to kill myself I could fail at it and not get a second chance.
Just wait about 3 more years, for World War 3 I'm probably killing myself before WW3 anywaysBasically, I just want to see the world burn
nice bro good luck maybe I'll listen to the music yall make one dayI'm not done yet, I still have a lot of things I want to do/accomplish before I leave this life. Currently I am getting an education and starting a band with a friend. Of course I do live in mental pain most of the days but still. Suicide isn't really something I've ever considered as an actual way out, just thought about it more philosophical. I don't blame anyone for taking the easy way out though
That already exists with C.ai and chai lolThere are still things like AI advancing to the point it could mimic a human companion, and that is something I personally want to see or experience.
good luck, I hope you escape this hell hole one dayFamily. The one's that are alive right now and my future family once I escape inceldom.
it be like thatI don't really have much of a reason to live besides my copes.
I feel like you'll find it one day, good luckI task my futur self to find it.
I won't blow his chances, even if there are low
idk. i just want to watch nasheeds and isis edits
Jude?I want our master race to rule over nonhumans, hypergamous devils shall be enslaved.
Thats one of my reasons to live aswell, not my main reason tho lolfamily i guess