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Qwertyuiop99
Mythic
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- Joined
- Jun 25, 2022
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I relate to Oreo man so much. I was raised in a Christian household,tought personality, being a good person, good grades matter. I learned the blackpill at 23 . I've never been on a date , I'm the only incel in my family.
I've been watching his videos a lot recently,his last video is so brutal " if you have to initiate interest, it's already over". I've always been thinking about this . Why men have to approach? Why men have to pay for everything? Why men have to make the first step?
Even though I was not Blackpilled I always find the idea of approaching cringe and humiliating . I don't think I've done 30 approach in real life. Before leaving my home country I said to myself: when I'll be in USA I'll do everything, approach...etc
However I've high self esteem,I won't put myself in humiliating position. That's why for my 11 months there I've not approached yet. Currently I'm trying to lower my desires,stop obsessing over white women, focus on my goals.
I've been watching his videos a lot recently,his last video is so brutal " if you have to initiate interest, it's already over". I've always been thinking about this . Why men have to approach? Why men have to pay for everything? Why men have to make the first step?
Even though I was not Blackpilled I always find the idea of approaching cringe and humiliating . I don't think I've done 30 approach in real life. Before leaving my home country I said to myself: when I'll be in USA I'll do everything, approach...etc
However I've high self esteem,I won't put myself in humiliating position. That's why for my 11 months there I've not approached yet. Currently I'm trying to lower my desires,stop obsessing over white women, focus on my goals.