Jesus christ, reading this out in full detail is brutal as fuck and soul crushing.
I might as well just do this now JFL
View attachment 286505View attachment 286505. Fuck this clown society
The place where I'm working the only people whom have spoken to me are the older boomers.
You can just see that working has took a huge toll on them physically and mentally. They've got nothing going on in their life and they know it.
There's a guy, let's call him Dave.
He's a Computer Science degree however he ended up as an IT teacher/IT Technician. He's supplementing that Permanent Job with 20-40 hours extra of part time work which means he's working for 55 (minimum) to 75 (maximum) hours a week.
He's been doing this for 18 Years of his life.
He's in his late 30s yet he's balding so bad and his skin has took a toll he looks like he's on his way to retire.
What's the reason he's killing himself? 'I want to buy a new car'
That's going to be the life of majority of this forum for the ones who don't rope.
You'll be another slave for the corporate overlords and remember, YOU CAN WORK AS HARD AS YOU WANT, but if you're easily replaceable, they'll do it for a younger person - especially if your job doesn't require specialist skills.
You could educate yourself to specialise in some Job, however they won't hire you unless you have experience in that field, Plus they don't want to provide experience to Graduates because they already have a skilled person whom they don't have to train.
All of the human race is coping.
Some copes just sustain for longer than others.
I wish I could say something like “Find God” but there isn’t much you can do at that point man. Just hold out and be stronger than the rope.
For me personally, Find God is the only thing that's getting me through this.
Spending the rest of your life with someone who loves you and wants to become "one" with you is enough to motivate you to keep coping with wageslaving/troubles because you'll (hopefully) come back to their smiling face and you can just relax.
As an Incel, I can either indulge in consumerism (Most likely way to end up broke/depressed) or turn to something that lies beyond death.