SuicideFuel What’s keeping you from roping?

[all this time]

I’ve been sleeping until my shifts start, coming back and falling back to sleep until the next shift starts because at least when I sleep my alternative life feels somewhat lively, tired of feeling a low t depressed trucel, I once felt full of energy now it’s all soaked out, I’m too close to just pinning test and getting out of this living hell

 

[xkcdCleftcel]

not letting the foid win, and also lots of alcohol an nictoine

 

[Dneum912]

Wanna try a few more things before i leave this world

 

[ItsJoever]

Having the choice to rope, ironically

 

[Med Amine]

future plans

 

[EnglishCel]

Fear of death.

 

[all this time]

not letting the foid win, and also lots of alcohol an nictoine

It pisses me off the fact they can just talk down to you and treat you like a submissive dog and if you talk back you’re fucked either by the police or by your supervisors , there’s no fucking winning

 

[Lonelyus]

Nigger food, Cigarettes, Beer, GTA Online

 

[xkcdCleftcel]

there’s no fucking winning

are you sure about that

 

[Adam_was_lonley]

The reason most pepole kill themselves is because they get bored of life. Life isint supposed to be gay, boring and repetitive.
Now, your situation sounds really fucking bad, so at this point a coping strategy is hard to find. If you work out, then good. If you dont, then start working out. And remember, you are not supposed to work out for women. Forget that women exist.
If by any chance, working out doesn't help, tbh (KEEP IN MIND, THIS IS MY OPINION) youre kinda fucked. So roping is bad, but meh. It doesnt sound like you have anything to live for.

 

[lastchancel]

Survival instinct, pet

 

[ADHD_cel]

Good foods and hot hookers, kek