Just curious 
What's a thought you know is awful yet you still keep thinking about?
All my thoughts are pure and with good intentions
I am in much doubt.. but okay
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A temptation to abandon black pill
Every day I think I might die any second. Just a snap of your fingers and your heart stops beating. It could happen to anyone at any time. I'm not prepared for it so I'm kinda scared that I might end up in hell. To prevent it I try to islammaxx and get rid of porn.
There's nothing wrong with a little sabbatical. Pursue a passion while you try to pretend none of the problems discussed here even exist. Hell I'd know it worked for me for a little while.
Not being posted to incel tearsJust curious
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probably just selfish thoughts because im too stupid. i know they are awful but probably not as awful as posts the OP was thinking we'd all say. like yes obviously i want to rape and get away with it. obviously when i drive i want something to happen where i can run over and kill somebody but due to circumstances i can say it was an accident and get away with murder. those are normal everyday thoughts that most people have. those aren't exactly out-of-this-world level outside-the-box thoughts.
but im a poorcel. and i'm always going to be a poorcel. so sometimes i have awful thoughts like
-My cousin wants to be a rapper. I try to support him every chance I get and say nice things to him. Just in case he blows up like Drake or something and becomes a millionaire in 10 years I can say I was his day 1 and he will give me thousands of dollars just for being his cousin
-I keep hoping a family member dies and leaves me a lot of money
-I keep having all my female cousins getting children through varous circumstances (i.e. they are whores or a wife or got raped or adopted). i'm not close to any of them yet i wish there was situations that happened where i was close with them. i envision a future where they are changing their daughters clothes and open their daughters legs. since we are close she doesn't mind me looking. then, for some strange reason, she starts talking to me about her vagina and her hygiene and spreads it for me so i can see inside. this becomes a regular occurrence as the daughter grows up. my cousin would know in the back of her head that something is up because i'm always in wonderment seeing her daughters vagina but she never outright specifically calls me out about it. she just probably has a feeling im a incel so she wants to help me out. through these events i grow more accustomed to the female body and grow into a more comfortable person around females in general
but im a poorcel. and i'm always going to be a poorcel. so sometimes i have awful thoughts like
-My cousin wants to be a rapper. I try to support him every chance I get and say nice things to him. Just in case he blows up like Drake or something and becomes a millionaire in 10 years I can say I was his day 1 and he will give me thousands of dollars just for being his cousin
-I keep hoping a family member dies and leaves me a lot of money
-I keep having all my female cousins getting children through varous circumstances (i.e. they are whores or a wife or got raped or adopted). i'm not close to any of them yet i wish there was situations that happened where i was close with them. i envision a future where they are changing their daughters clothes and open their daughters legs. since we are close she doesn't mind me looking. then, for some strange reason, she starts talking to me about her vagina and her hygiene and spreads it for me so i can see inside. this becomes a regular occurrence as the daughter grows up. my cousin would know in the back of her head that something is up because i'm always in wonderment seeing her daughters vagina
but she never outright specifically calls me out about it. she just probably has a feeling im a incel so she wants to help me out. through these events i grow more accustomed to the female body and grow into a more comfortable person around females in general
I really want to get in a bar fight!
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