I was either playing Minecraft or TF2 with my friends when it happened. It might've been both, as we stayed up until 3 AM on Fridays, and the shooting was on a Friday. It happened around 11pm my time I think.
I did remember that me and my friends heard about the shooting the following Saturday, and then we went back into the school cafeteria the following Monday and we started memeing his videos. I didn't understand his pain then (I do not approve of what ER did, but if things turned out a lot better for him, he wouldn't have done what he did), and I was a 14 year old bluepilled cuck who constantly ragged on nice guys and neckbeards on Reddit, and I unironically thought that personality mattered. If IncelTears existed back in 2014, I probably would have been a user on it.
Though, a year later, I will fully admit that looking up and actually reading ER's manifesto in full led me down the incel pipeline because of how relatable it was. The blackpill wasn't immediate, but my first full read of it in 2015 really woke me up. It did hit me like a ton of bricks at first, but I didn't really start to wake up after I lost all my excess weight and started to go the gym in late 2015, and from there, I really saw how undesirable I was to women when looksmaxxed. And one day, for no reason at all, it fully dawned on me that all this bluepilled garbage I was fed was a whole load of absolute fucking horse shit. I joined my first incel space, r/incels, in March 2016, and LARPed as being a couple years older. From then on, it's history.