Being friendzoned an emotional tampon thinking that our friendship would develop to a relationship. I thought that girls want friendship firstly to know the person better to find more commons because they care about the man's personality, i was so innocent believing that girls are angels who appreciate the man's personality more than his looks, i ended brutally rejected. The girl told me that she fall in love with my soul and i am nothing more than a good friend to her because we share common hobbies, help and support each other etc, i was wondering why she specifically said my soul ? isn't my soul just me ? I realized that my physical appearance was invisible to her for that she couldn't get sexually and physically attracted to me so she fall only for my '' soul'' not my body. I have learnt that the personality is a meme, friendship doesn't exist between men and women, women only love for looks and never love you for who you are. This was a brutal black pill moment. A life lesson. The friendship experience is the worst blue pilled thing that would happen to a man.