Serious What was your first time seeing an escort like?

[Deleted member 17719]

I am a 28yo KHV, I often try to imagine myself seeing an escort. I imagine myself arriving at her door slightly drunk to calm my nerves, she answers and I make awkward eye contact with her as I am an autist, she invites me in and I go take a shower. In the shower I start to panic as the water starts to sober me up and I start worrying about having to show my 5 inch penis. I walk out of the shower with a towel on and awkwardly sit on the bed and remove my towel, I then explain to her that I don't want to kiss as I don't like kissing (too awkward for an autist). I start touching her breasts and licking them, I then touch her ass and spread it to look at her asshole, I bend her over and penetrate her. I would then make her ride me with her back facing me as I wouldn't want her making eye contact with me, I would use that opportunity to record a sneaky video on my phone. I start fingering her asshole and she tells me to stop as she doesn't allow that, I would then tell her to get on her knees and I would make her masturbate my cock so I could cum in her mouth. She does that for 5 minutes and I can't cum because I feel uneasy at her looking at me so I then have to masturbate myself and I cum over her face. There is a terrible sense of awkwardness afterwards especially now that my hornines is gone and I get dressed quickly and then shake her hand and thank her.

Maybe some day I will have the guts to see an escort, hopefully when I turn 30. I would like to go to London for a few days and see a few escorts and record videos of them riding me.

 

[zangano1]

Ive never seen one

 

[Deleted member 23981]

dont go to london go to somehwere like the netherlands where its better or thailand or sea where you'll get tinder matches

 

[latin_elioth]

At 27 yr. Im 31. I was so drunk and a little scared. That I don't even remember that face of the girl. It was disappointing it took me a year before I requested another one.

 

[Stalin]

My first time was horrible; foid was a young thai hooker from a gogo bar and I did not even coom(too high inhib and nervous). Also I behaved like a cuck.

 

[MountainGorilla]

every women i see married is an escort

 

[Deleted member 17997]

Ive never seen one

 

[FlyFace]

I don't make a habit of sticking my penis in Urinals.

 

[Deleted member 17997]

every women i see married is an escort

 

[JestER]

Ive never seen one

 

[DunSorbus]

I did not even coom(too high inhib and nervous). Also I behaved like a cuck.

What? Is this a thing that actually happens? Can't imagine that ever happening to me, I coom real fast

 

[Stalin]

What? Is this a thing that actually happens? Can't imagine that ever happening to me, I coom real fast

Yeah, it happens quite a lot with others too. Your brain becomes too detached due to anxiety and you stop feeling anything as a result.

 

[Deleted member 19236]

Ive never seen one

 

[FlyFace]

I will never pay for what other Men get for free. I am also a Man and deserve respect just like any Man they like.

 

[Deleted member 26032]

I don't make a habit of sticking my penis in Urinals.
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The urinal gets cleaned more often. And have seen fewer dicks.

I am a 28yo KHV, I often try to imagine myself seeing an escort. I imagine myself arriving at her door slightly drunk to calm my nerves, she answers and I make awkward eye contact with her as I am an autist, she invites me in and I go take a shower. In the shower I start to panic as the water starts to sober me up and I start worrying about having to show my 5 inch penis. I walk out of the shower with a towel on and awkwardly sit on the bed and remove my towel, I then explain to her that I don't want to kiss as I don't like kissing (too awkward for an autist). I start touching her breasts and licking them, I then touch her ass and spread it to look at her asshole, I bend her over and penetrate her. I would then make her ride me with her back facing me as I wouldn't want her making eye contact with me, I would use that opportunity to record a sneaky video on my phone. I start fingering her asshole and she tells me to stop as she doesn't allow that, I would then tell her to get on her knees and I would make her masturbate my cock so I could cum in her mouth. She does that for 5 minutes and I can't cum because I feel uneasy at her looking at me so I then have to masturbate myself and I cum over her face. There is a terrible sense of awkwardness afterwards especially now that my hornines is gone and I get dressed quickly and then shake her hand and thank her.

Maybe some day I will have the guts to see an escort, hopefully when I turn 30. I would like to go to London for a few days and see a few escorts and record videos of them riding me.

You can't record videos of whores without her allowing it - that can get really serious really fast, you gotta be sure that she allows that and she'll go with it.
Also, awkward shy average dudes are a big portion of their client base, you'll not stand out to her like "that really creepy dude", unless you have a double headed dick or something like that she probably will forget you within the month.
Try to book one early in the morning to try to avoid getting an (already in the day) used up hag.
Don't kiss, or ever get your mouth close to her pussy or ass, at all.
And don't get creative fingering asses or biting and etc, because one phone call and you're a damn sex abuser/rapist. Make sure to text and confirm with her all the stuff you want to do.
Also there are escorts forums that will talk about these stuff, they're good to try to find a 18 / 20 yo who just started her whoredom.

 

[incel scum]

im too high inhib to see an escort

 

[radishman]

First escort was awful. It was many years ago during the Craigslist/Backpage glory(hole) days. Rented a hotel and started messaging a bunch of holes. Her pictures (LOL) looked like 18-20, so I set up a meet. The hole that showed up was not her picture, at all. She was overweight but not a landwhale and I had already opened the door so I let her in. We talked for a bit and she wanted to see my ID to "make sure I wasn't a cop". I'm pretty sure a government driver's license doesn't say anything about occupation, but whatever. That whole meme of "they have to tell you if you ask" is beyond retarded because it defeats the whole purpose of being UNDERFUCKINGCOVER. We discussed payments. Her ad said 150, but that was a bait and switch. She told me 150 was just to "show up" and I owed her another 100 for sex.

Anyway we get naked and yes she had a roast beef pussy LMAO. Put a condom on and we try doggy. Couldn't get it up really, so I settled for a blowjob instead. She insisted on a condom. Completely pointless. She grew frustrated with me because I just could not cum. She told me it would be cheaper next time. Either felt bad I didn't finish or simply wanted repeat business. Needless to say I never did one of those ads again.

I discovered SeekingArrangement later on and stuck with it from then on. Actual good looking foids and they don't do blowjobs with condoms, which completely defeats the purpose.

 

[Deleted member 19971]

My first time was horrible; foid was a young thai hooker from a gogo bar and I did not even coom(too high inhib and nervous). Also I behaved like a cuck.

Surprised you didn't catch any STDs.

 

[Personalityinkwell]

I will never pay for what other Men get for free. I am also a Man and deserve respect just like any Man they like.

only Chad gets it for free

 

[AutistCell]

i know for a fact escorts charge incels more than regular people


its even more cucked than you think

 

[Stalin]

i know for a fact escorts charge incels more than regular people

Thats true.

 

[deathsh+rt]

I was thinking of doing this but between the nerves and my depression I just think it would end badly and I am just at the point now I just wonder how I have managed to stay Alive this long cause living is a nightmare and any more problems would just drive me to suicide or some fucked up rampage.

 

[TheSecondComing]

Ive never seen one

 

[Stalin]

Surely she was disappointed with my physique and face

Thats the main problem - I wish I could look like a typical white normie to not be disgusting to SEA hookers. Oh....

 

[grondilu]

I would also recommend you go to a red light district for your first time.

That's what I did. Things didn't go so well with the first girl, but I was expecting it so I had brought lots of money and thus I could go to other girls.

See it like when you go to an amusement park. You don't want to go there, pay for only one ride and then go back home. You want to take your time, enjoy the view and try as many rides as you can.

 

[Gymcelled]

I will never pay for what other Men get for free. I am also a Man and deserve respect just like any Man they like.