looking back, what do you think was the first big blow to your self confidence -- one that really made you go, I'm ugly.
I have had lots but the biggest one was when I was compared to a dyke because of my small frame and feminine face. Absolutely destroyed me.
I was bullied for being ugly in third grade. It ruined me ngl.
When my cute cousing started to avoid me when we were 15 years old, and stayed friendly only with other, taller and manlier cousins and started to date morons
We were still friends when she was 14, sexy girl with short blue skirt ¦>
Good thing she was also punished by nature, at later teens becoming less cute
We were still friends when she was 14, sexy girl with short blue skirt ¦>
Good thing she was also punished by nature, at later teens becoming less cute
I've always knew instinctively that I'm ugly evidenced by the fact that even as early as elementary school, the whores would completely ignore me while paying my better looking friends a lot more attention despite all my effort to attract them. What really exemplified this like nothing else was when I was invited to a quasi adult party for 11 year olds back when I was one myself and there was this contest thing, the boys would vote for who the most well dressed boy was, and the girls would do the same for their respective gender. Then, the winner of each gender would dance with each other in front of everyone. The boys conspired to vote for me as a joke so as to have me humiliate myself in front of everyone by dancing with a Stacy. Once the results were in and I was the winner, I went in front of everyone to dance with the Stacy winner of the female gender, but once she saw that it was me she was supposed to dance with she ran away into the bathroom, crying. Just one of many experiences to come
Considering the fact that foids ignored me and felt uneasy around me whenever I talked to one of my guy friends who they happened to know
I remember being spat on and told I was a ugly piece of shit in primary school. This was done by a group of fucking femoids who constantly followed me around and bullied me.
When a foid I had a crush during High School (she even was my neighbor at the time) compared me to a literal autist kid (the Mentally Impaired type) from school saying that I should have "befriended" him. It absolutely had everything to do about my "toxic personality" and nothing about my looks as an ugly chubby manlet!
Oh man, that's fucking brutal.
Oh man, that's fucking brutal.
Repeated rejection when i was a teen, not a manlet(by age and location at that time), had full head of hair. Imagine what it would be like now being a subhuman at 25 years old.
The real blow to my life was the norwood reaper, i never got any validation from foids but after the norwooding i was treated like a subhuman, like the trucels in this forum have described
I stopped chasing foids after redpill, stopped all interaction with foids after the blackpill.
Never again will i interact with foids while being a subhuman
The real blow to my life was the norwood reaper, i never got any validation from foids but after the norwooding i was treated like a subhuman, like the trucels in this forum have described
I stopped chasing foids after redpill, stopped all interaction with foids after the blackpill.
Never again will i interact with foids while being a subhuman
Although the absolute plummeting of my self confidence first happened when I was a preteen, I suppose I already lacked confidence to begin with, as my mother was extremely overprotective of me as a child and never let me learn or accomplish anything by myself.
But if we're only talking about my physical appearance, probably when I was about 11-12, and when I was rejected by my oneitis at 14.
But if we're only talking about my physical appearance, probably when I was about 11-12, and when I was rejected by my oneitis at 14.
When I come down to Earth.
At 17 my slightly older older bro was already 6ft1/165lbs and had a goodlooking italian GF and used condoms in his room.
At 17 I was 5ft6 and 115lbs manlet who no girl would talk to and treated terribly.
It was like black dawn. You knew you were fated.
At 17 I was 5ft6 and 115lbs manlet who no girl would talk to and treated terribly.
It was like black dawn. You knew you were fated.
Was not accepted by my peers in school. It was just the beggining.
When I was a friendless outcast in school at age 12 bro it's over
getting beaten up by tallfag normie
then not knifing him in the back because i held back
then not knifing him in the back because i held back
When I realized no foid wants me and that it's over unless you're Chad. I was about 14 then.
I was the joke in conversations about looks
Being laughed at by everyone in my class when I said something autistic
Lots of things, character assassination, but one that really got me was I was doing army drills and of course they told us to line up in height order (this country’s obsession with height ffs) and a guy literally 1-2 centimetres taller than me said “Chris your basically 2 foot!” I had no knowledge of the metric system, so didnt really know what feet were. Everyone laughed and I just thought they were surprised that I was taller than they expected (was going through a growth spurt). Went home did some research and of course I became very angry.
Called ugly by some girls but jokes on them they dropped out anyways, unfortunately most black people have a subhuman way of thinking and always want to hate on their own.
Called ugly by some girls but jokes on them they dropped out anyways, unfortunately most black people have a subhuman way of thinking and always want to hate on their own.
Was the joke in conversations about height, but I’m average height. But forgot that I’m black so of course all blacks are 6 foot + so I guess I’m a disgrace in the eyes of these Caucasian people and an easy target lmao
Same. Parents never gave enough of a shot to put me into any music or sports programs, leaving me to waste away my life studying
It is such a shame that men destroy other men. This behaviour has to stop. Also you experience sounds like a typical movie. I wish it would be just a movie, but it did happen to you, right?
When people give you the "look"
When i was looking into a mirror while standing next to my chadlite friend, when i was 12. I could just tell that there was something wrong with my face, even if i couldn't quit tell what it was.
Yes, it did happen.
Was literally told by a Noodlewhore I was ugly, in those words. Also then qualified what it was that made me ugly, then went back to convo as if nothing happened. Can't say it's wrong though, I am horrible to look at and autistic so better I'd just had my brain bashed in as a new born, but now have live with it FML
Not having a gf in elementary school
getting bullied and called a fag, retard, bitch and mocked by ppl i thought were my friends when i was 11-12
ERfuel
I got bullied relentlessly in eighth grade.
I looked up my bullies recently and they are very successful.
Life sucks.
That’s a good point. I was told by a foid I was ugly and freaked out.
But now I’m grateful because I’d much rather people be brutally honest.
I looked up my bullies recently and they are very successful.
Life sucks.
That’s a good point. I was told by a foid I was ugly and freaked out.
But now I’m grateful because I’d much rather people be brutally honest.
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I used to be really confident until i was about 10. After that slowly and slowly lost all my confidence after countless horrible experiences with women. My confidence has gone up a bit recently as i stopped interacting with them whatsover. I am much angrier now tho for what they put me through.The worst part is that growing up i had a lot of friends, they were all moderatly attractive and all had girlfriends, but never me i never had any experiences like that, i was always left out. i didn't nderstand it back then, but now i do and its enraging.
Being compared to a mentally disabled kid.
First one was being called fat - I had zero self awareness before that.
But the coup-de-grace was going to a school dance type thing at about 16 (don't worry I didn't get any action I just stood around awkwardly chatting to friends). They did photographs for a kind of yearbook, and it was a joint thing between a boys school and a girls school, so most didn't know each other but we got paired off for photographs.
I found out the girls were bullying the girl I had a photo with because of how ugly and disgusting I looked (fat and terrible acne), to the point they had a section on their common room board with our photo and a sheet where you could leave mocking comments about the way I looked (and thus in turn how it lowered the girls status). It was kind of a proto-facebook bullying.
But the coup-de-grace was going to a school dance type thing at about 16 (don't worry I didn't get any action I just stood around awkwardly chatting to friends). They did photographs for a kind of yearbook, and it was a joint thing between a boys school and a girls school, so most didn't know each other but we got paired off for photographs.
I found out the girls were bullying the girl I had a photo with because of how ugly and disgusting I looked (fat and terrible acne), to the point they had a section on their common room board with our photo and a sheet where you could leave mocking comments about the way I looked (and thus in turn how it lowered the girls status). It was kind of a proto-facebook bullying.
This, and the fact that i got punched all the time when i was 6, it really sped up at 9-10, school didnt give a flying fuck since it was chadlites that beat me up.
I don’t really remember, and that’s a bad thing, when you’ve been insulted so many times to the point where you don’t even remember the first time you were insulted.
When even landwhales started to reject me when I got really hopeless and tried for them
that one girl rejecting me and me being humiliated for months afterwards
When I was around 13 I admitted to my crush that I liked her and she told me I'm the ugliest boy in our class.
I also went out a couple times with my chad cousin and just seeing how differently girls treat us was a huge blackpill experience.
My self awareness went to the maximum and my self confidence to zero after that.
I also went out a couple times with my chad cousin and just seeing how differently girls treat us was a huge blackpill experience.
My self awareness went to the maximum and my self confidence to zero after that.
Brutal. Femoids are despicable.
not sure about the first big blow. people mention my face constantly, I don't remember when it happened the first time.
even my own father ridicules my face tbh. every time something in me dies.
constant negative reinforcement ruined me and several rejections were the final nail in the coffin.
especially those rejections when I saw the foids one week later with a two-digit-iq chadlite.
even my own father ridicules my face tbh. every time something in me dies.
constant negative reinforcement ruined me and several rejections were the final nail in the coffin.
especially those rejections when I saw the foids one week later with a two-digit-iq chadlite.
Young foids mocking me for being ugly.
Getting rejected by an ugly foid on Valentine's day, and watching all my friends get gfs
Keep in mind I was very small growing up, most girls would mog me. Also very shy.
Elementary/Middle: Group of Stacies used to regularly pick on me during lunch by pinning me down on the ground as I squirmed. Calling me names etc. One got her orbiter to start a fight with me.
Middle: Was forced to sit next to/around a couple of brutal Stacies and a mixture of Chads and normies twice a week in a particular class. Taking the piss out of me was regular entertainment for these Stacies. To their credit the Chads and normies didn't join in, but they did laugh along with the Stacies mockery.
Middle: Roastie (backed up by her two friends) used to address me as "ugly" and made me answer to that name or I would get hard smacks across the face. Would also make me do things like tie her shoe, wipe dirt off with my sleeve.
Middle/High: Stacey would love to pretend to like me for her and her friends amusement. Forcing me to link arms with her and parade me around as her "boyfriend".
These are all just the "continuous" bullying instances, had a lot more one offs from girls.
Elementary/Middle: Group of Stacies used to regularly pick on me during lunch by pinning me down on the ground as I squirmed. Calling me names etc. One got her orbiter to start a fight with me.
Middle: Was forced to sit next to/around a couple of brutal Stacies and a mixture of Chads and normies twice a week in a particular class. Taking the piss out of me was regular entertainment for these Stacies. To their credit the Chads and normies didn't join in, but they did laugh along with the Stacies mockery.
Middle: Roastie (backed up by her two friends) used to address me as "ugly" and made me answer to that name or I would get hard smacks across the face. Would also make me do things like tie her shoe, wipe dirt off with my sleeve.
Middle/High: Stacey would love to pretend to like me for her and her friends amusement. Forcing me to link arms with her and parade me around as her "boyfriend".
These are all just the "continuous" bullying instances, had a lot more one offs from girls.
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