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Lebensmüder
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The following events:
If I just had my experiences (e.g. rejection/bullying/complaining/etc.) with women irl (which were shitty enough) I would have NEVER come here, but seeing them talk so non-chalantly with nothing but contempt in their words about everything really made me hate them and also gave almost every interaction I had with a girl a new context.
I always thought that people liked me due to being helpful/etc., but after that and combining that with my real-life experience everything appeared in a new context, I realized how they truly thought about me (and these assumptions were proven right later). This is how I turned from a bluepilled cuck into someone I would have deemed as vile/disgusting/hateful/etc. years ago, no "incel propaganda" was involved, nothing more than the unadultered words of women irl and in their "safe spaces" drove me to that conclusion. Prior to this I was a self-blaming cuckold who always tried to improve himself (lost enormous amounts of weight, went to the gym, read books to have conversations with others, etc.) who somehow knew that he would end up like this (knew that I was too ugly/inept for relationships before discovering the black pill, but only blamed myself and still tried) into le evil inkwell.
- school bullying (many of my bullies in school were women, bullies were rewarded with sex by women in my school)
- websites where I watched women talk unfiltered (like r/NiceGuys, r/IncelTear, r/FemaleDatingStrategy or Twitter)
- political discussions with women (about abortion/etc.) and their "arguments" (ad-hominems/insults/etc.)
- the fact that many of the people whom I helped (in school/university) with learning/studying trashtalked about me behind my back
If I just had my experiences (e.g. rejection/bullying/complaining/etc.) with women irl (which were shitty enough) I would have NEVER come here, but seeing them talk so non-chalantly with nothing but contempt in their words about everything really made me hate them and also gave almost every interaction I had with a girl a new context.
I always thought that people liked me due to being helpful/etc., but after that and combining that with my real-life experience everything appeared in a new context, I realized how they truly thought about me (and these assumptions were proven right later). This is how I turned from a bluepilled cuck into someone I would have deemed as vile/disgusting/hateful/etc. years ago, no "incel propaganda" was involved, nothing more than the unadultered words of women irl and in their "safe spaces" drove me to that conclusion. Prior to this I was a self-blaming cuckold who always tried to improve himself (lost enormous amounts of weight, went to the gym, read books to have conversations with others, etc.) who somehow knew that he would end up like this (knew that I was too ugly/inept for relationships before discovering the black pill, but only blamed myself and still tried) into le evil inkwell.