SuicideFuel What loneliness has done to me

[The Foid Slayer]

Jesus christ, i feel like my mental health has spiralled down even worse than i thought it ever could. I'm not really talking about depression, as that's been around me for 5+ years ( jfl at me being diagnosed major depressive disorder) its more the sort of things i keep doing to try to cope, and other things i seek out to see if that helps as well.

My binge drinking and eating levels is pretty much the same and has been for ages, but my general hatred for women has just risen. Everytime i see a woman it just fills me with internal rage and discomfort because of how privileged their life is and how they just don't give a shit about anything else except themselves and chad.

My masturbation habits has gotten worse, I've been watching porn more and more and watching categories/ getting into fetishes i never thought i would (nothing illegal, just weird shit)

Anyone else feel like they just get worse year by year/ month by month?

I just have so much to say and i don't know how to put it into words because my brain is just full of fucking mush. I just don't think i can keep doing this. i always said to myself that i would rope if i was incel by 25 and i nearly there. I'm too much of a pussy, i guess ill set the goal to 30. How pathetic is that? my only goal in life is seeing if i can actually go through with it and achieve my goal by sodokuing at 30,

 

[BreezyHills]

i guess ill set the goal to 30.

Same here brocel.

 

[The Foid Slayer]

Same here brocel.

It's over

 

[Sinbad Gehenna]

If you're scared of suicide just drink your way to death with alcohol, i've had two truecel neighbors of mine that were crippling alcoholics in their 40s, (No kids, no wives), they both died and on top of that it was not considered suicide for some reason.

 

[The Foid Slayer]

If you're scared of suicide just drink your way to death with alcohol, i've had two truecel neighbors of mine that were crippling alcoholics in their 40s, (No kids, no wives), they both died and on top of that it was not considered suicide for some reason.

I'm working on it

 

[Ghost]

Just wait till you're 30 and be a betabux bro!!!

 

[turbosperg]

Jesus christ, i feel like my mental health has spiralled down even worse than i thought it ever could. I'm not really talking about depression, as that's been around me for 5+ years ( jfl at me being diagnosed major depressive disorder) its more the sort of things i keep doing to try to cope, and other things i seek out to see if that helps as well.

My binge drinking and eating levels is pretty much the same and has been for ages, but my general hatred for women has just risen. Everytime i see a woman it just fills me with internal rage and discomfort because of how privileged their life is and how they just don't give a shit about anything else except themselves and chad.

My masturbation habits has gotten worse, I've been watching porn more and more and watching categories/ getting into fetishes i never thought i would (nothing illegal, just weird shit)

Anyone else feel like they just get worse year by year/ month by month?

I just have so much to say and i don't know how to put it into words because my brain is just full of fucking mush. I just don't think i can keep doing this. i always said to myself that i would rope if i was incel by 25 and i nearly there. I'm too much of a pussy, i guess ill set the goal to 30. How pathetic is that? my only goal in life is seeing if i can actually go through with it and achieve my goal by sodokuing at 30,

Why don't you get a job and find better copes, like studying something or gym?

 

[The Foid Slayer]

Why don't you get a job and find better copes, like studying something or gym?

Been looking for a better job and i'm in school, also do gym but the feeling is temporary

 

[Emba]

Just wait till you're 50 and be a betabux bro!!!

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

If you're scared of suicide just drink your way to death with alcohol, i've had two truecel neighbors of mine that were crippling alcoholics in their 40s, (No kids, no wives), they both died and on top of that it was not considered suicide for some reason.

This is not a good idea you will puke and land in the ER for alcohol poison

 

[VλREN]

Ugly face
Ugly life

 

[leafblown]

Being alone is better than being used and abused. It’s still hell but it could be worse