ColdLightOfDay
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Depression can take many forms, will be interesting to see which types are the most common here.
Have you faced some really emotional times in the past to get to where you are now?A sedatedcel reporting in, I don't feel/care about anything anymore.
There aren’t really medical specifications for type of answer I’m looking for unfortunately, there are different clinical classifications like bi-polar or chronic depression but they don’t really specify the nature of said depression and how it manifests itself.That poll reeks of "Muh depressions, Teehee.". At least try to use the real medical types.
No offense sorry if you are to depressed to do this like I am.
I mean that because of the blackpill you may have been put off the idea of finding a woman because it has rendered them unappealing in your eyes.I'm not depressed.
During the day I'm happy. In the evening I'm always in a depressed mood.
What exactly do you mean with "no longer desire women"? I actually don't like the idea of a relationship/marriage anymore and all I want from a female at this point is sex.
I still desire pussy of course.
At what age did the process of contentment begin?I am actually becoming more and more content with life now. So ironic considering the nature of this forum.
Yea, kinda, used to react before when I saw something unfair/wrong/disgusting/horrible, but later I realized there is no point.Have you faced some really emotional times in the past to get to where you are now?
18. Don't think age is as important as much as duration of depression, duration of accepting the blackpill, etc.At what age did the process of contentment begin?
Not a bad place to be in tbh.Not depressed, but prefer to be alone.
Are you NEET?Dead inside, no ambition or motivation to do anything, no copes are working.
Same tbhI get put into a bad mood by seeing other people having fun.
Same tbhI get put into a bad mood by seeing other people having fun.
Stay strong. Try meditation, preferably in the morning before you have looked at any screens. It is a really good and healthy way to get out of your head for a while if your thoughts are terrorising you.Sedated, on anti-depressants, considering going back to my alcohol dependency. Having suicidal thoughts everyday.
I’m glad to hear that, it takes practice, don’t allow early frustration to set you back, one day it will just click. I recommend listening to guided meditations on YT early on so you become familiar with the kind of mental state it will put you in, then after a few times you should be able to access it on your own.I'm going to try meditation.
I’m glad to hear that, it takes practice, don’t allow early frustration to set you back, one day it will just click. I recommend listening to guided meditations on YT early on so you become familiar with the kind of mental state it will put you in, then after a few times you should be able to access it on your own.
5 minutes is pretty impressive for a first time! You will only improve, I assure you, do this every day and you will be able to go for hours and will see a massively positive change in your life like I did. I genuinely owe so much of my recovery to being able to clear my mind. Well done.I sat down and tried to focus on having a blank mind last night, could only manage 5 minutes then started getting really drowsy
Then again this morning, it wasn't too bad, overall I feel more 'together' today, I am still depressed but it's not a frantic depression where my thoughts are racing.