What is your life like right now??

[Runt171]

I think this is the worst Ive felt in a while
I feel completely empty at this point there really is nothing for someone like me in life
If I had to describe it my life for years now has been like being trapped in a hole
As much as Ive tried to climb out Im always trapped at the bottom and can never escape What has been determined for me

Im interested to hear what its like for the rest of you though


There really is nothing worth it in life for any of us
We just have to Live through all this meaningless nothingness all the bullshit with no reward and thats all we fucking get
The best people like us can hope for is to rot and cope

But that isn’t enough to fill the void atleast for me anyway

At this point Im genuinely just tired Unless something changes then Ive got a a handful of years left in me at this point
I dont even know if I would be able to kill myself though but I cant put up with this shit much longer
theres not even any point to our suffering Theres no need for it to have been like this for us and theres no redemption for it either

Even if we were to go to the emergency room what does that change
Your entire life was still shit You still suffered more then most of the people That were sent to the ER probably ever did

There really is no point to anything as an incel
you are always the loser

 

[anotherwastedlife]

Still really shitty and i'm about to be entering the last few years of my 20's next month, nothing ever changes

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

About the same as what you said tbh.

It may be the worst year of my life. Especially in terms of feeling down and depressed.

I gained back practically all the weight that I lost. I don't have any hope for anything. Even my whole family can't stand to be around me.

They can feel how low my energy is, and they either get mad at me, or sad.

 

[Runt171]

Still really shitty and i'm about to be entering the last few years of my 20's next month, nothing ever changes

Fucking brutal man
What do you even plan to do in the future??

Ive only just been realising how bad the timepill is in recent years but Its hit me alot more now That Im 21
Half of my “prime years” are gone now And nothing good ever happened

 

[Leon98]

Still really shitty and i'm about to be entering the last few years of my 20's next month, nothing ever changes

 

[PersonalityChad]

Hot garbage.

 

[Runt171]

About the same as what you said tbh.

It may be the worst year of my life. Especially in terms of feeling down and depressed.

I gained back practically all the weight that I lost. I don't have any hope for anything. Even my whole family can't stand to be around me.

They can feel how low my energy is, and they either get mad at me, or sad.

hope was the main thing that kept my brain going tbh
Even though consciously I knew it was over
There was still something in my brain giving me hope but now
Everyday that goes by Everything just becomes more bleak

I imagine my family would be the same but I pretty much never see them
They try to text me sometimes But I dont even have the energy to Want to speak to them now
I have nothing in common with any of them and if we weren’t family they would just see me as another subhuman and they probably do now anyway

 

[Violet loner]

I'm feel a great emptiness. I have no power to even do anything that can bring me closer to ascension

 

[Runt171]

I'm feel a great emptiness.

View: https://youtu.be/wEFBvYRFfw4?si=SWkeBBXZGeYWlA8q

 

[scrully]

incredibly fucking lonely

 

[anotherwastedlife]

Fucking brutal man
What do you even plan to do in the future??

I honestly cannot do anything, i wasted my entire life instead of doing anything or preparing for the future and still continuing to do so from lack of anything

Ive only just been realising how bad the timepill is in recent years but Its hit me alot more now That Im 21
Half of my “prime years” are gone now And nothing good ever happened

The timepill is worse than the norwood reaper because if nothing happens in your young years and you miss out from being sent your own way, you're fucked forever

 

[Runt171]

incredibly fucking lonely

Same man
Ive been feeling the need for real human connections this year more then ever but I genuinely don’t think it’s possible for me
Thats literally all I ever wanted out of my life but instead I only have surface level friendships
I have no one who I can really relate to or connect to in a meaningful way

Im always the outsider everywhere Everyone around me is a normie and doesn’t understand anything about the way we have to live

 

[Runt171]

I honestly cannot do anything, i wasted my entire life instead of doing anything or preparing for the future and still continuing to do so from lack of anything

Honestly It might be a cope but I dont think we could have even “wasted” our lives
Everything that happened to us was meant to happen
And Im not saying that like its some magical bullshit but It was all predetermined by your genes

You not wanting to do anything probably came from a lack of motivation from all your previous shitty life experiences and then theres just the genetic factor that effects the will to do anything too

I said it was cope at the beginning but now that Im thinking more about it its even more brutal
We might have thought To our past and wish we did something differently and maybe Our lives would be way better but there never was another option

If you were going to do something you did it if you weren’t then you didn’t do shit

The timepill is worse than the norwood reaper because if nothing happens in your young years and you miss out from being sent your own way, you're fucked forever

Id say they are equally as brutal because if you go bald earlier your probably going to get excluded from life unless your a chad
At the very least the quality of your life goes down and your youth will get wasted anyway

I guess We were all fucked forever from the start though

 

[scrully]

Same man
Ive been feeling the need for real human connections this year more then ever but I genuinely don’t think it’s possible for me
Thats literally all I ever wanted out of my life but instead I only have surface level friendships
I have no one who I can really relate to or connect to in a meaningful way

Im always the outsider everywhere Everyone around me is a normie and doesn’t understand anything about the way we have to live

same, I've tried to make friends, find people but I fail eveywhere even my siblings have never wanted to be around me and spend time with me. I've always been the outsider everywhere too.

 

[boneless goblin]

I can't bear the mog

 

[Runt171]

same, I've tried to make friends, find people but I fail eveywhere even my siblings have never wanted to be around me and spend time with me. I've always been the outsider everywhere too.

Its genuinely the most boring life experience
The brutal thing is realistically there isnt alot of people like us atleast if your a genuine incel
Most people are normies so you will probably never find someone else you can really be friends with

Not only do we live like this too but We are also aware why Which completely destroys your mind
Your not meant to be conscious of this shit
No other being on the planet is as aware of how fucked they are
Even animals aren’t punished as much as we are mentally
Their lives in the wild might be brutal but they live only off of base primal instincts So life is atleast simple for them
while we have to think about all the ways we are being tortured for nothing


all we get is a deep pain while normies just get to have laughs and smiles they are too ignorant to see whats going on and even if they get a glimpse it doesnt effect them as much as it does us so they can cope with it using their social lives and families
They always complain about being depressed and then when you hear why Its a drop of water in your well

 

[Based_Catcel]

incredibly fucking lonely

 

[Runt171]

Avi goes hard @Based_Catcel

I like how he just eats the cigar at the end thats some hardcore shit

 

[Based_Catcel]

Avi goes hard @Based_Catcel

Thanks brocel

 

[scrully]

Its genuinely the most boring life experience
The brutal thing is realistically there isnt alot of people like us atleast if your a genuine incel
Most people are normies so you will probably never find someone else you can really be friends with

Not only do we live like this too but We are also aware why Which completely destroys your mind
Your not meant to be conscious of this shit
No other being on the planet is as aware of how fucked they are
Even animals aren’t punished as much as we are mentally
Their lives in the wild might be brutal but they live only off of base primal instincts So life is atleast simple for them
while we have to think about all the ways we are being tortured for nothing


all we get is a deep pain while normies just get to have laughs and smiles they are too ignorant to see whats going on and even if they get a glimpse it doesnt effect them as much as it does us so they can cope with it using their social lives and families
They always complain about being depressed and then when you hear why Its a drop of water in your well

exactly, being aware of the fact you life the live of a subhuman really messes up the mind.

 

[Izayacel]

Tolerable "

 

[Poindexter]

The worst it been, legit can't take it

 

[Runt171]

The worst it been, legit can't take it

How come??

 

[Runt171]

Tolerable "

You a Neet??

 

[Poindexter]

How come??

Failing College, the loneliness is the worse it been and just life in general

It is what it is tho

 

[anotherwastedlife]

Honestly It might be a cope but I dont think we could have even “wasted” our lives
Everything that happened to us was meant to happen
And Im not saying that like its some magical bullshit but It was all predetermined by your genes

I acknowledge this 100% and i knew it was shit right from the beginning. Me being bullied, me being ugly, me never being able to get a gf, etc. As much as i tried with no avail it was pretty much meant to be

You not wanting to do anything probably came from a lack of motivation from all your previous shitty life experiences and then theres just the genetic factor that effects the will to do anything too

Indeed, another thing i acknowledge. the only people who are honest with this are us

I guess We were all fucked forever from the start though

Bookmarking this thread btw so i can never forget it

 

[Runt171]

Bookmarking this thread btw so i can never forget it

Indeed, another thing i acknowledge. the only people who are honest with this are us

You would probably get gaslighting from normies saying you could have improved your life but thats only because from their perspective it seems like theres so manys options and choices and they also haven’t had any reason to be introspective enough to realise this shit

but we’ve always been put down a narrow hallway when It comes to our options so it’s obvious to us
They pretty much have the equivalent of one of those goofy ass hallways with hundreds of doors that they have in chase scenes in scooby doo
To them life seems like this magical experience thats filled with so much chance for adventure

Not that It makes a difference really though since its all predetermined
But that feeling of thinking you have actually free will and power over your life is alot nicer then knowing what we know

Atleast if your a normie anyway since if your an incel it will just leave you doubting yourself even more

 

[UnchargedSamsung]

>wake up
>eat breakfast
>drive to gym
>workout for 2hrs(cardio and higher rep light weight lifting since my goal is too get rid of the fat)

>go home and shower

>watch jewtube

>rot on .is for a bit

>vidya cope

>watch my Japanese cartoon

>rot on .is for fuck knows how long

> and go to sleep

Repeat this until I go back to college in the fall.

 

[Runt171]

>wake up
>eat breakfast
>drive to gym
>workout for 2hrs(cardio and higher rep light weight lifting since my goal is too get rid of the fat)

>go home and shower

>watch jewtube

>rot on .is for a bit

>vidya cope

>watch my Japanese cartoon

>rot on .is for fuck knows how long

> and go to sleep

Repeat this until I go back to college in the fall.

And people will tell you life is valuable and precious

This is your prime and this is all your life gets to be

 

[UnchargedSamsung]

And people will tell you life is valuable and precious

This is your prime and this is all your life gets to be

Yeah, my boomer grandparents always tell me that I should go out and party or go on dates (lmfao) or that I should have “fun”.

My whole fucking life has been spent on a computer screen or some sort of blue light.

I’ve had more conversations here than I’ve had (well besides discord but that’s still online) and i’ve never made an IRL friend.

And on the weekends, I eat slop, smoke weed, and drink to numb myself from feeling like shit, but then the following day comes and i get the worse hangover.

 

[Runt171]

My whole fucking life has been spent on a computer screen or some sort of blue light.

Im kind of the same

I would say 90% of my life has been infront of a screen
I got somewhat lucky and made some friends in school so I did do some stuff as teenager but nothing really interesting and I still had alot of brutal experiences

most of our time was spent doing nothing or playing xbox though
My life always felt like the build up to when I thought I was going to start living that real teenage life they portrayed in films and then there was no climax because I was ugly so nothing ever happened

I’ve had more conversations here than I’ve had (well besides discord but that’s still online) and i’ve never made an IRL friend.

honestly I dont even find it easy to conversate with most people here
most of the conversations are stagnant and pretty much no one here has any interest in me for the most part like they do with other users

Maybe They got sick of me cause I kind of shitpost alot I feel like half the site has me on mute but they probably just dont even know I exist

 

[Runt171]

And on the weekends, I eat slop, smoke weed, and drink to numb myself from feeling like shit, but then the following day comes and i get the worse hangover.

I dont know if Ill start doing that tbh
I kind of used to do it And I just felt like complete shit 24/7 because my health is already bad to begin with

 

[メンヘラ]

Life is just bad right now. It could be a lot worse and yet I'm sad. I wonder what is the difference between me and normal people, they seem to do things so easily

 

[Runt171]

Life is just bad right now. It could be a lot worse and yet I'm sad. I wonder what is the difference between me and normal people, they seem to do things so easily

They have better genes

What do you even look like??
Whats your worst flaw??

 

[UnchargedSamsung]

Im kind of the same

I would say 90% of my life has been infront of a screen
I got somewhat lucky and made some friends in school so I did do some stuff as teenager but nothing really interesting and I still had alot of brutal experiences

That’s nice, I wish I had a friend group just to share my interests with other people with that aren’t just pixels on a screen.

most of our time was spent doing nothing or playing xbox though

Well I mean I at least had my brother who I used play the ps3 with, so i wouldn’t say it was all that bad but he lives in a different city now so I barely see him.

My life always felt like the build up to when I thought I was going to start living that real teenage life they portrayed in films and then there was no climax because I was ugly so nothing ever happened

Yeah, i remember being in 6th grade watching project X for the first thinking to myself as if high school was going to be this sort of movie or something, but there came high school, the bullying stopped thankfully, but the boredom really started to kick in. And when the days were repeating of itself, the depression also kicked in and I just wanted to drop out but I decided to push through and just graduate high school and get my diploma. Which I had to attend graduation in order to receive my diploma.

honestly I dont even find it easy to conversate with most people here
most of the conversations are stagnant and pretty much no one here has any interest in me for the most part like they do with other users

Maybe They got sick of me cause I kind of shitpost alot I feel like half the site has me on mute but they probably just dont even know I exist

lol yeah same here, most of the time when im conversing with people, it’s just me shitposting or make very low effort threads that I post on the sewers since I’m just really bored and there’s not much “pills” to talk about.

I should pick up an actual hobby besides the gym. I have a guitar that my grandfather bought me when I was 8, I should really take the time to learn how to play it.

 

[UnchargedSamsung]

I dont know if Ill start doing that tbh
I kind of used to do it And I just felt like complete shit 24/7 because my health is already bad to begin with

It’s pretty much a toll, you get to enjoy this dopamine release from weed and this cool feeling from being drunk feeling like you can do anything you want. But the toll is that you’ll wake up with a fat fucking headache, I can feel my head pounding a lot, it feels fuzzy too, and you also vomit as well(depending how much you drank last night).

There are some like liquids you can take, but I’m too lazy to get them so I just take a good amount of aspirin to get rid of the headache.

 

[メンヘラ]

They have better genes

What do you even look like??
Whats your worst flaw??

I'm an average looking person but mentalcel. Never been able to fit into social groups

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

hope was the main thing that kept my brain going tbh
Even though consciously I knew it was over
There was still something in my brain giving me hope but now
Everyday that goes by Everything just becomes more bleak

I imagine my family would be the same but I pretty much never see them
They try to text me sometimes But I dont even have the energy to Want to speak to them now
I have nothing in common with any of them and if we weren’t family they would just see me as another subhuman and they probably do now anyway

Same brocel

 

[Poopless One]

Boring and empty

 

[brutalist]

Incredibly stressful

 

[Subhuman0ne]

 

[Runt171]

View attachment 1467211

Just be an important member of the nazi party at the peak of their power bro

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Pathetic, worthless, sexless

 

[Bane6]

A gray emptiness and meaningless existence

 

[Grodd]

Miserable

 

[The Abyss]

Fucking shit, I'm fed up just completely fed up. Autism is a shit condition in this hyper lies, super competitive bullshit contest moggerfest way things are done. My physical health since the whole covid thing has gone to crap & I ain't even jabbed unless they stuck me with that shit at some point under the guise of some other jab; who knows.

The physical pain is worse than any mental shit you might be going through, with mental suffering you can bullshit yourself at some point or take jewpills but when your body is giving off pain signals all the time wtf do ya do with that?

I'm fucking done with this shit & one day will be free when it's just me, myself & I.

Whole world is a big fucking madhouse & it just gets crazier.

 

[Runt171]

Fucking shit, I'm fed up just completely fed up. Autism is a shit condition in this hyper lies, super competitive bullshit contest moggerfest way things are done.

Its tiring having to live like this and especially since we are at the bottem

We genuinely live just to fail No one can live like this and not go insane

with mental suffering you can bullshit yourself at some point or take jewpills

I dont think thats true tbh atleast if you are like us
Most of us will just realise its pathetic cope and reality will seep in again
We were made be neurotic messes tortured by reality

All jewpills do is numb and destroy your brain its not a fix

The physical pain is worse than any mental shit you might be going through,

what pain do you even have??

 

[guessthatsit]

I am tired of being forced to compete in this race in which I never consented to take part in.

 

[UglyDumbass]

I think this is the worst Ive felt in a while
I feel completely empty at this point there really is nothing for someone like me in life
If I had to describe it my life for years now has been like being trapped in a hole
As much as Ive tried to climb out Im always trapped at the bottom and can never escape What has been determined for me

Im interested to hear what its like for the rest of you though


There really is nothing worth it in life for any of us
We just have to Live through all this meaningless nothingness all the bullshit with no reward and thats all we fucking get
The best people like us can hope for is to rot and cope

But that isn’t enough to fill the void atleast for me anyway

At this point Im genuinely just tired Unless something changes then Ive got a a handful of years left in me at this point
I dont even know if I would be able to kill myself though but I cant put up with this shit much longer
theres not even any point to our suffering Theres no need for it to have been like this for us and theres no redemption for it either

Even if we were to go to the emergency room what does that change
Your entire life was still shit You still suffered more then most of the people That were sent to the ER probably ever did

There really is no point to anything as an incel
you are always the loser

I feel very dead inside. I get constant flashbacks to the things that have happened to me and spend all day thinking about how fucked I am. Everyday I feel worn out and shitty.