I spent a very substantial sum on it last year.
Sometimes I don't perform because I'm tired, sleep-deprived, and thinking about the spreadsheets and papers I need to edit when I get back home. And then the escort asks if there's anything she's doing wrong, and I have no idea whether she's doing it wrong, because of how inexperienced I am, so I don't know what to tell her.
Sometimes I don't perform because the escort says, "You're one of the youngest clients I've ever had," reminding me that at my age, everyone else is living a normal, socially-adjusted life, whereas I'm just rotting away and spending my parents' money on stupid shit. And then I feel bad for the rest of the session.
Sometimes I don't perform because the escort bears a slight resemblance to a foid acquaintance, and halfway through being choked, I start thinking about what my foid acquiantance would think if she saw that scene.
Sometimes I do perform, and afterwards I always feel like shit. I never feel good when I leave that hotel room and make that walk of guilt and shame through the lobby, hoping that reception has no idea what is going on. I speed away in a taxi and get drunk somewhere.
So I decided to stop doing it. Plus, I'm learning how to manage my money.
I still think that everyone here should hire an escort at least once. Try it once, just so you know what sex feels like. But it's not for everyone.