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... I mean what about through other metrics to gauge self worth?
Like intelligence? Physical strength? Fighting capability? Amount of money you make? Righteousness?
I noticed the most depressed members of this forum seem to put all their self worth into sex and since not getting any that isn't paid sex, get really depressed and suicidal.
But someone like me who has distributed their self worth metrics isn't as depressed.
It's like the equivalent of putting all your money in the stock of 1 company vs diversification of a portfolio...
Cuz while I'm ugly (4/10 Asian manlet at 5'6) and fail with women, I'm still proud of the following things about me and they keep me from being suicidal...
1) that I have high IQ (130-140 depending on the test). Unfortunately wasn't really born into opportunity and I hate social situations therefore my 1st name isn't "doctor" and I'm stuck at an isolated job a high school dropout can do...
2) have decent fighting skills. Stalemated or beat bigger stronger opponents via aggression and technique
3) I make about $35k a year. I live comfortably with that.
4) I'm no angel but I can honestly say I'm more righteous than 90% of society. I probably can be a pastor but like I said I hate social situations.
Must been my upbringing in a 3rd world nation... But I honestly don't get the idea of basing one's total self worth on ability to have a woman's approval... Why? Why does woman's approval trump everything else in gauging self worth?
Are they goddesses who are somehow above human? Do they have supernatural powers? Are they at least more intelligent and capable?
Some goddess they are... I watched them behave on Friday or Saturday night while partying in the club district... (Used to be a limo driver and witnessed this debauchery first hand)
More like demons. Very shallow and have little to no respect for themselves and others... Only allow the worst type of degenerate men access to their vagina...
Why would I be so emotionally hurt and distressed by the disapproval of such creatures... To the point of being suicidal? I don't get it?
Like intelligence? Physical strength? Fighting capability? Amount of money you make? Righteousness?
I noticed the most depressed members of this forum seem to put all their self worth into sex and since not getting any that isn't paid sex, get really depressed and suicidal.
But someone like me who has distributed their self worth metrics isn't as depressed.
It's like the equivalent of putting all your money in the stock of 1 company vs diversification of a portfolio...
Cuz while I'm ugly (4/10 Asian manlet at 5'6) and fail with women, I'm still proud of the following things about me and they keep me from being suicidal...
1) that I have high IQ (130-140 depending on the test). Unfortunately wasn't really born into opportunity and I hate social situations therefore my 1st name isn't "doctor" and I'm stuck at an isolated job a high school dropout can do...
2) have decent fighting skills. Stalemated or beat bigger stronger opponents via aggression and technique
3) I make about $35k a year. I live comfortably with that.
4) I'm no angel but I can honestly say I'm more righteous than 90% of society. I probably can be a pastor but like I said I hate social situations.
Must been my upbringing in a 3rd world nation... But I honestly don't get the idea of basing one's total self worth on ability to have a woman's approval... Why? Why does woman's approval trump everything else in gauging self worth?
Are they goddesses who are somehow above human? Do they have supernatural powers? Are they at least more intelligent and capable?
Some goddess they are... I watched them behave on Friday or Saturday night while partying in the club district... (Used to be a limo driver and witnessed this debauchery first hand)
More like demons. Very shallow and have little to no respect for themselves and others... Only allow the worst type of degenerate men access to their vagina...
Why would I be so emotionally hurt and distressed by the disapproval of such creatures... To the point of being suicidal? I don't get it?