Better to get it done, you can move on after if you want or keep playing. I felt alright after the first. Relieved. It's only after you have more sessions that it gets depressing.
I started at 24 but I should have done it earlier. Been going for two years, had about 80 girls now. Did 11 of them without a condom.
Most girls give me shit service compared to what they'll do for other guys. Eg no kissing for me but kissing for other guys, or condom for me but raw for other guys. Feels bad knowing you're paying all this money to be treated worse than everyone else and effectively be rejected. How are you supposed to be in the mood for sex when you have all this going through your mind?
Only a few actually liked me and I might have had a chance to get good stuff out of them but I stuffed it up because I didn't know how to handle the situation and didn't have confidence.
For me that's what really defines the punting experience as an incel. I just do so badly with these girls compared to everyone else. Sessions are defined by running into limitations and roadblocks, and being made to feel unattractive and unwanted. I find it so depressing most of the time, often I feel worse after a punt. Sometimes I cry on the train home.
There are some good things. Blowjobs are good. Some girls have really good technique. Others, not so much. It's great when you cum in their mouth and they keep sucking, every last drop. A pleasure that even someone like me can experience.
I like going raw with old ladies and coming inside. I am too incel to go raw with younger girls, they'll only do that with more attractive people. But these old ladies will do it with anyone. Feels so much better raw.
I like young attractive high-end girls. Some have incredible bodies or very pretty faces.
Once I had a girl on her first day, I was her very first customer and it was incredible. It was so real, you're dealing with someone who is essentially a normal girl at that point, untainted by the industry, probably had less sexual experience than your average Tinder slut. It was magical. The way she kissed me especially.
One big problem is it's a waste of time and money. You could be coping some other way. I realised recently if I hadn't spent that money I'd have been able to buy a house and live on my own. If I hadn't wasted all that time and put it into productive efforts, I'd be earning more money in my job and be able to buy even more hookers. I could have even spent the time looking for a girlfriend.
These days I'm sick of it. Might still keep going in the hope I'll find something good. And sessions where I creampie or cum in mouth do fulfil my physical needs. But mostly it's boring, tedious now. All the novelty, excitement has worn off and it's just dread and disappointment and misery. Most sessions I struggle to maintain an erection, started using Viagra to fix that. I can't function anymore. I might be more broken than I was before. At least I experienced some things.