What is the point to this life? Everyday we spend countless hours engaging in a world that couldn't care less about us.
We spend hours gymcelling,studycelling, and workcelling with no end goal in sight. Unlike normies we understand that regardless of what we
do we can never be truly happy because we have missed out on some of the most basic human experiences. Flashback to a cool spring night
circa 2009. While you were sitting in your dark room playing the same shitty computer game for the 12th time your peers were going to the eighth grade school dance.
Around midnight you were passing out from a combination of boredom and exhaustion, meanwhile your peers were leaving the dance and going to the after party.
At this party many people experienced their first kiss and some even lost their virginity. For your peers this will be one of the most important moments of their life
they will look back longingly on that night for the rest of their lives. You on the other hand cant really even remember that night. Sure I have explained a night
that you know probably existed but you dont actually remember it, How could you? To you that night was no different than any other night. Every single day we have
lived has been remarkably unmemorable. When your peers grow to be old they will not be perturbed by the slow decay of their bodies and mind because they know deep
within their soul that they have lived a life worth living. Sure they might not have experienced everything they wanted to but at least they experienced something.
While they are ageing they will most likely be surrounded by friends and a family that loves them. They have children that will take care of them and most likely
grandchildren as well. Meanwhile the road of ageing you are destined to walk alone. There will be no one to comfort you during these times. Your body will start to
slowly rot and your mind will turn to mush. You will have fewer and fewer moments of lucidity until one day you are committed to a state run nursing home involuntarily
where you will spend the rest of your days.
Why is this okay? In what way is this world fair? Why should many of us spend a lifetime longing for something others take for granted? Simply watching the nightly news
should dispel all myths about fairness and justice. Everyday we watch thousands of people starve to death and get blown to bits. We get to see children being born
with unbelievably nightmarish deformities. Why would such a world exist? Many users on here have affirmed what they consider to be a blackpilled view on the purpose
of their lives. They assert that because of the cruel uncaring nature of the universe that there must not be a god. They affirm that no loving god would create such
a world so therefore this universe must be governed entirely by chaos. I must admit that for the longest time I also subscribed to this worldview, but just because
something is blackpilled and meshes well with your other beliefs does not make it true. I am very blackpilled about the nature of relationships and female sexuality
I do not doubt this knowledge for a second. Why should we keep on fighting? If there is no god and we are rather certain that we will never find any fulfillment and
peace here then why do we fight? Why dont we just commit suicide? Certainly many on this board have already came to this conclusion and are no longer with us.
What does this all mean?
I was raised in a conservative Christian family. I went to church every Sunday and would consider myself a Christian until about the age of 18. At 18 years old I began
to question my beliefs after bouts of depression. I was unbelievably happy up until this point. I was in community college at the time because my family could not
afford the cost of uni. In community college I met a wonderful girl who I will call L. Me and L became friends very quickly but of course I naively wanted more.
L was the very first girl I had been actual friends with. Up until this point I knew girls at school but was too shy and uncomfortable with myself to ever try to
befriend or go out with them.Me and L would talk every single day and I truly believed she liked me romantically as well until one day I witnessed her kissing hew new
boyfriend at school. This destroyed me. It ruined my mind very quickly. I quit trying to get good grades and stopped going to the gym. I kept dropping classes and
delaying my graduation. I also gained about 40 pounds, this was a large amount of weight considering I was already above average bmi. Until recently at the age of 23
I was a die hard atheist.
I have recently gone on a journey to understand what this world is about and my place within it. At 23 years old I am still a khhv. I believe that there must be a god
despite all of the sufferings of the world. The detailed philosophical underpinnings for why I believe a god must exist will have to be saved for another post. In short
I believe that god must exist because all knowledge is flawed based on the idea of solipsism. If I can not conclusively prove in my mind that anything/anyone in the
world actually exists then all external knowledge becomes unknowable. Therefore I believe that experience is all that truly exists so any logical conclusions I make
using my experience as a reference is more valid than external knowledge spouted by another person. It is also easy to see that authority figures ie. church,
scientists, and politicians manipulate supposed "facts" for their own selfish agenda. While I believe that I am communicating to everyone through the internet
which was created using science I still can not know for sure that this is the case. What If all knowledge I currently hold is false and it has been implanted in my
mind by some evil force. I believe in a "practical" knowledge. Practical knowledge is knowledge you use to guide your life and pursuits. I have plenty of reason to
believe in the blackpill because of my own lived experience and frame of reference. History can help dispel the idea of using external knowledge to guide your life.
During the time of Copernicus most all authority figures and individuals believed that the solar system revolved around the Earth. Copernicus disproved this bit
of knowledge putting shame to all scientists before him. Im sure that during the time before Copernicus people accepted the pre-copernicun view as undeniably true.
Science has been disproving itself since its inception. Why should we believe that we currently have all the "right" answers? History shows that almost any belief you currently hold will be proven false.
If people are interested then more to come...
Thank You for your time
tldr;
-Life sucks if your ugly but is okay if your not
-Blackpill is probably right
-A god exists but does not necessarily share the same view of benevolence as us
-All knowledge is unknowable except that which is lived.?.?
We spend hours gymcelling,studycelling, and workcelling with no end goal in sight. Unlike normies we understand that regardless of what we
do we can never be truly happy because we have missed out on some of the most basic human experiences. Flashback to a cool spring night
circa 2009. While you were sitting in your dark room playing the same shitty computer game for the 12th time your peers were going to the eighth grade school dance.
Around midnight you were passing out from a combination of boredom and exhaustion, meanwhile your peers were leaving the dance and going to the after party.
At this party many people experienced their first kiss and some even lost their virginity. For your peers this will be one of the most important moments of their life
they will look back longingly on that night for the rest of their lives. You on the other hand cant really even remember that night. Sure I have explained a night
that you know probably existed but you dont actually remember it, How could you? To you that night was no different than any other night. Every single day we have
lived has been remarkably unmemorable. When your peers grow to be old they will not be perturbed by the slow decay of their bodies and mind because they know deep
within their soul that they have lived a life worth living. Sure they might not have experienced everything they wanted to but at least they experienced something.
While they are ageing they will most likely be surrounded by friends and a family that loves them. They have children that will take care of them and most likely
grandchildren as well. Meanwhile the road of ageing you are destined to walk alone. There will be no one to comfort you during these times. Your body will start to
slowly rot and your mind will turn to mush. You will have fewer and fewer moments of lucidity until one day you are committed to a state run nursing home involuntarily
where you will spend the rest of your days.
Why is this okay? In what way is this world fair? Why should many of us spend a lifetime longing for something others take for granted? Simply watching the nightly news
should dispel all myths about fairness and justice. Everyday we watch thousands of people starve to death and get blown to bits. We get to see children being born
with unbelievably nightmarish deformities. Why would such a world exist? Many users on here have affirmed what they consider to be a blackpilled view on the purpose
of their lives. They assert that because of the cruel uncaring nature of the universe that there must not be a god. They affirm that no loving god would create such
a world so therefore this universe must be governed entirely by chaos. I must admit that for the longest time I also subscribed to this worldview, but just because
something is blackpilled and meshes well with your other beliefs does not make it true. I am very blackpilled about the nature of relationships and female sexuality
I do not doubt this knowledge for a second. Why should we keep on fighting? If there is no god and we are rather certain that we will never find any fulfillment and
peace here then why do we fight? Why dont we just commit suicide? Certainly many on this board have already came to this conclusion and are no longer with us.
What does this all mean?
I was raised in a conservative Christian family. I went to church every Sunday and would consider myself a Christian until about the age of 18. At 18 years old I began
to question my beliefs after bouts of depression. I was unbelievably happy up until this point. I was in community college at the time because my family could not
afford the cost of uni. In community college I met a wonderful girl who I will call L. Me and L became friends very quickly but of course I naively wanted more.
L was the very first girl I had been actual friends with. Up until this point I knew girls at school but was too shy and uncomfortable with myself to ever try to
befriend or go out with them.Me and L would talk every single day and I truly believed she liked me romantically as well until one day I witnessed her kissing hew new
boyfriend at school. This destroyed me. It ruined my mind very quickly. I quit trying to get good grades and stopped going to the gym. I kept dropping classes and
delaying my graduation. I also gained about 40 pounds, this was a large amount of weight considering I was already above average bmi. Until recently at the age of 23
I was a die hard atheist.
I have recently gone on a journey to understand what this world is about and my place within it. At 23 years old I am still a khhv. I believe that there must be a god
despite all of the sufferings of the world. The detailed philosophical underpinnings for why I believe a god must exist will have to be saved for another post. In short
I believe that god must exist because all knowledge is flawed based on the idea of solipsism. If I can not conclusively prove in my mind that anything/anyone in the
world actually exists then all external knowledge becomes unknowable. Therefore I believe that experience is all that truly exists so any logical conclusions I make
using my experience as a reference is more valid than external knowledge spouted by another person. It is also easy to see that authority figures ie. church,
scientists, and politicians manipulate supposed "facts" for their own selfish agenda. While I believe that I am communicating to everyone through the internet
which was created using science I still can not know for sure that this is the case. What If all knowledge I currently hold is false and it has been implanted in my
mind by some evil force. I believe in a "practical" knowledge. Practical knowledge is knowledge you use to guide your life and pursuits. I have plenty of reason to
believe in the blackpill because of my own lived experience and frame of reference. History can help dispel the idea of using external knowledge to guide your life.
During the time of Copernicus most all authority figures and individuals believed that the solar system revolved around the Earth. Copernicus disproved this bit
of knowledge putting shame to all scientists before him. Im sure that during the time before Copernicus people accepted the pre-copernicun view as undeniably true.
Science has been disproving itself since its inception. Why should we believe that we currently have all the "right" answers? History shows that almost any belief you currently hold will be proven false.
If people are interested then more to come...
Thank You for your time
tldr;
-Life sucks if your ugly but is okay if your not
-Blackpill is probably right
-A god exists but does not necessarily share the same view of benevolence as us
-All knowledge is unknowable except that which is lived.?.?
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