SuicideFuel What feeling even is this

[UglyDumbass]

I wouldn’t call it nostalgic but when i listen to sad music or just anything nostalgic I think of my times at high school mainly since it was the most recent thing i remember and most of the memories i remember was litterally just me sitting down by myself and rottening.

I sometimes watch old videos i used to watch in those terrible times and it kinda makes me miss the times i was enjoying those videos back then in my high school era. I wouldn’t say i miss high school. I hated all my classmates. I miss the people i spoke with in my senior year although most of them didn’t like me so it’s weird to even think of them.

I don’t feel nostalgic but more of wondering how i finished 4 years of hell so quickly. I remember being in class alone just watching movies and listening to music while being depressed. I kinda do miss some of my classes but i don’t miss anyone.

If i were to go back i would regret it. I think im more of reminising. I also wish i had that good hs experience and sad that i’ll never have it. i also kinda miss my routine after a day at school and before. Now as in adult i gotta do everything my self. I feel more alone now that hs is over and more bored then ever

 

[RandomGuy]

Sounds like self-imposed North Korean psychological torture method from the 1950’s.

 

[Mecoja]

If i were to go back i would regret it. I think im more of reminising. I also wish i had that good hs experience and sad that i’ll never have it. i also kinda miss my routine after a day at school and before. Now as in adult i gotta do everything my self. I feel more alone now that hs is over and more bored then ever

I feel this way too. I miss being able to cope better and existing being simpler.

 

[laanda]

mono no aware

 

[UglyDumbass]

I feel this way too. I miss being able to cope better and existing being simpler.

i miss when coping easier too Back in elementary and middle school i didn’t have a care in the world