Konon
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When I look back on my life, all the tribulations and hardships I've endured I've come to the conclusion that every single one of them destroyed my soul a little bit inside. I never gained anything from being called ugly, I never gained anything from being socially excluded, I never gained anything from being awkward. I've only missed out on teenage life, on college life, on friendships, on relationships. I had a hard life and I'm 10000x weaker now than I was when I was 14. Back then I got teased in hs and had no friends, but was strong enough to endure and to say that I'm gonna come out of it alive and not let it get to me. Right now when I'm teased at work, after years of the same bullshit, I don't even have the courage to even react. I overthink shit and think about suicide all the time. I cant stand hardships anymore. I can't... I will chimp out and/or sui.I'm not even a shadow of my former self anymore, I just don't care anymore.
I've noticed similar things with different people I knew. Guys who were bullied, excluded, made fun of never really achieved anything later in life. They were much, much worse as adults. Depressed, empty, suicidal. I do not know one exception to this rule. Meanwhile the Chads and Stacies are doing just as well as they did before. Some less so than others, but in general, the lucky and beautiful and dominant are lucky and beautiful and dominant now. And stronger as well, cause if something bad happens, they know they lived through decades of joy and fun so they would endure it.
I've noticed similar things with different people I knew. Guys who were bullied, excluded, made fun of never really achieved anything later in life. They were much, much worse as adults. Depressed, empty, suicidal. I do not know one exception to this rule. Meanwhile the Chads and Stacies are doing just as well as they did before. Some less so than others, but in general, the lucky and beautiful and dominant are lucky and beautiful and dominant now. And stronger as well, cause if something bad happens, they know they lived through decades of joy and fun so they would endure it.