I wake up hit the snooze button a couple times.
Shit get in the shower brush teeth put some aluminum spray under my arm pits. I don't look myself in the mirror unless I have to shave because my beard looks stupid.
Getting dressed get on my bicycle off to the office 10 min drive.
Wageslave in my underpaid job dealing with normies. Drink coffee or tea. Paying an absurd amount of lunch money because I am too tired to prepare food. There is no real social interaction with my co-workers or people that I deal with because I gave up on trying. 100% of conversations are mainstream talks that don't interest me at all.
After work I make myself a fast snack fall dead on the couch or doomscroll on the internet. sometimes I play videogames to pass some time. I used to enjoy jerking watching pron but lately it doesn't do anything for me anymore 0 excitement. I cut down every connection to all people I know because they never care about me.
Then I go to sleep to repeat.
on the weekends I do all the chores like cleaning, washing cloths, shopping groceries. after that I usually have plenty of time left that I spend infront of the pc. I can't get myself to do anything else unless some external source/event forces me to do so.
the days that differ are just a handfull maybe christmas, visiting my parents or going on a business trip. in my vacation I can't get myself to travel anywhere by myself or doing anything special.
time flies as every day is mostly the same blending into another. I spend 90% of my day sitting infront of a monitor.
I've been living in this loophole for the past 6 years and I don't see myself changing anything in the near future. its stressfull and scary.
Shit get in the shower brush teeth put some aluminum spray under my arm pits. I don't look myself in the mirror unless I have to shave because my beard looks stupid.
Getting dressed get on my bicycle off to the office 10 min drive.
Wageslave in my underpaid job dealing with normies. Drink coffee or tea. Paying an absurd amount of lunch money because I am too tired to prepare food. There is no real social interaction with my co-workers or people that I deal with because I gave up on trying. 100% of conversations are mainstream talks that don't interest me at all.
After work I make myself a fast snack fall dead on the couch or doomscroll on the internet. sometimes I play videogames to pass some time. I used to enjoy jerking watching pron but lately it doesn't do anything for me anymore 0 excitement. I cut down every connection to all people I know because they never care about me.
Then I go to sleep to repeat.
on the weekends I do all the chores like cleaning, washing cloths, shopping groceries. after that I usually have plenty of time left that I spend infront of the pc. I can't get myself to do anything else unless some external source/event forces me to do so.
the days that differ are just a handfull maybe christmas, visiting my parents or going on a business trip. in my vacation I can't get myself to travel anywhere by myself or doing anything special.
time flies as every day is mostly the same blending into another. I spend 90% of my day sitting infront of a monitor.
I've been living in this loophole for the past 6 years and I don't see myself changing anything in the near future. its stressfull and scary.
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