Blackpill101 said:
I'm sure some are actually considering suicide, but you gotta know that men become less and less sexually interested as they age.
As counter-intuitive as this may seem, reducing or even completely eliminating your libido is not a panacea for all the ills of in-celibacy.
In the latter half of my third decade I'm far less often affected by intrusive thoughts of sex; better still, my intense rage is a thing of the past. Ultimately though, for me at least,
it remains a miserable life, and it's getting worse every day. Loneliness is a pernicious toxin, and it has completely overwhelmed my defenses.
Ten years ago I could derive a small measure of satisfaction from my career and hobbies. It wasn't much, but
it was something. I've forgotten what that even feels like. Pervasive apathy has replaced it, and even the simplest of tasks seems insurmountably difficult.
I'm way past my sell-by date. If not for my extreme reluctance to cause my mother further pain, I'd already be gone.
