feelsbadman32
Officer
★★
- Joined
- Aug 20, 2018
- Posts
- 667
I'd say shame, loneliness and envy are the trifecta of worst, most soul eating emotions known, and they really all go together. Shame creates loneliness and envy
I imagine this. But ive never felt true grief.Grief
Boredom
This ^^^ Boredom can lead to many more worst !!!Boredom
I haven't had many instances of this but you'll get your first fix when a family member dies that you cared aboutI imagine this. But ive never felt true grief.
This is also among what I think are the worstThis ^^^ Boredom can lead to many more worst !!!
The ending was shit thoughDisliking death note because it gets you banned on .me
Tell that to SargeThe ending was shit though
Death note is overrated.Tell that to Sarge
Tell that to SargeDeath note is overrated.
after L died it got bad imoThe ending was shit though
True regret.
Boredom
That's the one that beckons the rope...Helplessness, is that an emotion?
I like that. I was gonna say boredom but I'll go with this one now.True regret.
it's true, incels have dread and despair on a level normies would never understandThe extreme form of nostalgia where you remember a better time to the point that it makes you feel sick. I used to sometimes dream about a former very happy time in my life, and waking up fell like sinking into quicksand and drowning, the realisation that you're in current reality and there's no way back.
Alternative would be deep dread, like you're about to fail your university course or something with the largest stakes up until that point in your life, that's a dark feeling.
The thing is dread, shame, etc all fade as you get older because you've already lost games with high stakes and your life is worth less generally. You've taken hits and they don't hit, the one that never leaves you or gets better is painful nostalgia.
That's the one that beckons the rope...
anxiety
Embarrassment.
Yeah, I'd go along with hopelessness.For me it's regret from missed opportunities followed closely by the pain of loss and the feeling of complete hopelessness.
This and fear, why isn't anyone saying fear. That and rage is literally the only 2 emotions I can still feel when apatheticHelplessness, is that an emotion?
regret is terrible yes, i'd still say shame is the worst though because it's more than an emotion, it's an affliction, a state of being that's constant "shame is a soul eating emotion" Carl JungRegret by far. I have fucked myself up so hard from the pain of regret of missed opportunities. Once it was so bad I couldn't eat for weeks. I had to force myself to drink energy drinks and ice creams and lost heaps of weight and was very suicidal. My mind began trapped in the past. My brain stopped functioning normally like it could no longer operate at a high capacity and I was aware that I had become very low IQ. I felt nothing but pain and the only time I felt slight relief was when I was sleeping.
I escaped the hell by starting mixed martial arts classes. During the 1 hour of brazilian jiu jitsu lessons I would forget what was going on, like there was a gap in my constant stream of negative thoughts. Overtime that 1 hour gap became a bit longer and longer and eventually I spent more time having normal thoughts than regret thoughts.
regret is terrible yes, i'd still say shame is the worst though because it's more than an emotion, it's an affliction, a state of being that's constant "shame is a soul eating emotion" Carl Jung