i always enjoyed bondage ever since I discovered that my dick has another use besides peeing.
When I stumbled upon violent porn, I got hard, but my white knight feelings got in the way and I felt angry. Sometimes, when I would see a pretty girl in public, I would imagine her being the victim of the violent scene I saw but would still myself and think, like a pathetic white knight “how can someone do that to her?”
As the years went by and I discovered from several experiences that women are QUITE FAR from the angelic, wholesome beings I stupidly thought they were, imagining a hot bitch tied up, slapped, and contorted in degrading positions would get me rock hard in seconds.