SuicideFuel What do you even do with yourself if you are incel?

[Incline]

What am I supposed to do with myself. I had nothing but negative reinforcement all my life I don't even wanna live anymore tbh ded srs. I don't know what I am hoping for. Nobody will ever find me attractive. I am coping about getting a facial surgery but I don't even know if that will make me more attractive tbh like rearranging subhuman bones will not make them chad no matter what.

I really just want to live a happy life. I don't want to be treated like subhuman trash at every stage of my existence anymore. I am literally fucking living on just exist mode. I sit down in front of my computer and think hard on what is it that I fucking want to do and the answer is always nothing. There is nothing to do. I am dead inside. I have been murdered by the society.

All I have left is my cope of SEAmaxxing. But if that turns out to go south then it will be the final nail in my coffin. Why even live then. I already have my suicide arranged I just need to figure out the best place to do it if SEAmaxxing doesn't work.

 

[Angry_runt]

Moneymaxx and embrace consumerism. Lord your money and free time over normies who have to wagecuck and worry about money all the time.

 

[your personality]

Moneymaxx and embrace consumerism.

 

[FrothySolutions]

Did your family not love you?

 

[RollD20]

I don’t know

 

[Incline]

Did your family not love you?

No.

I got abused emotionally by my family 24/7 my mother used to beat me even when I was in my late teens and I did not fight back. They would shout at me 24/7 it destroyed me as a person. Not only that but as an Incel my life was already fucking shit so I got double fucked. And on top of it all the only 'friend' I had that my family forcefully introduced to me was abusive towards me too. I was literally stabbed in the back by fucking everyone in my life. Every single person I ever fucking met ended up taking something from me while all I wanted was their friendship and understanding.

I fucking hate this world.

 

[Mecoja]

Nothing.

 

[Shin no Shi]

What am I supposed to do with myself. I had nothing but negative reinforcement all my life I don't even wanna live anymore tbh ded srs. I don't know what I am hoping for. Nobody will ever find me attractive. I am coping about getting a facial surgery but I don't even know if that will make me more attractive tbh like rearranging subhuman bones will not make them chad no matter what.

I really just want to live a happy life. I don't want to be treated like subhuman trash at every stage of my existence anymore. I am literally fucking living on just exist mode. I sit down in front of my computer and think hard on what is it that I fucking want to do and the answer is always nothing. There is nothing to do. I am dead inside. I have been murdered by the society.

All I have left is my cope of SEAmaxxing. But if that turns out to go south then it will be the final nail in my coffin. Why even live then. I already have my suicide arranged I just need to figure out the best place to do it if SEAmaxxing doesn't work.

Do what has interested me in this existence.

 

[Antisocialloner]

It's not worth spending all that money and effort for ugly chinks that will use u for money. Just stay put wherever u are and rot/cope

 

[Incline]

It's not worth spending all that money and effort for ugly chinks that will use u for money. Just stay put wherever u are and rot/cope

I don't wanna rot

 

[Deleted member 23981]

cope

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

ER

 

[Lone-Star]

cope until the day I rope

 

[DominicanDancecel91]

Moneymaxx and embrace consumerism. Lord your money and free time over normies who have to wagecuck and worry about money all the time.

Yup. I suggest you moneymax, gymmax, get as much surgery as possible and geomax and things wil turn out way better

 

[bignose]

gymmax bro

 

[Incline]

gymmax bro

I'm trying.

 

[Saigon Depression]

No.

I got abused emotionally by my family 24/7 my mother used to beat me even when I was in my late teens and I did not fight back. They would shout at me 24/7 it destroyed me as a person. Not only that but as an Incel my life was already fucking shit so I got double fucked. And on top of it all the only 'friend' I had that my family forcefully introduced to me was abusive towards me too. I was literally stabbed in the back by fucking everyone in my life. Every single person I ever fucking met ended up taking something from me while all I wanted was their friendship and understanding.

I fucking hate this world.

This is just....sad.
I don't believe in afterlife, but it would be so great if there was a heaven for us to compensate for the suffering we have to endure in our live.
I can see the appeal of religions, though I don't believe in any of them.