What are some bad moments in your life that your brain just keeps on replaying in your head

[Claude]

I think this is the primary cause of depression / suicidal tendencies

That bad experience that is etched into your brain and your brain just keeps on relaying this over and over and over hence making you feel suicidal

Was it knowing the truth about blackpill?
Not getting the job you wanted
etc

For me it's that one time I got rejected by my oneitis back in my bluepilled days
My brain still thinks of it and i hate it
The jewpills from mental instituions help to numb this by making my brain not to think too much

 

[Deleted member 42077]

I've told this story a few times before, but the time when I was 6 and a teacher told me to stop trying to make friends because nobody wanted to be friends with a socially retarded autist like me, and that I deserved to be alone, that everybody hated me, and that I made the others uncomfortable. She said that in front of the entire class.

It was because a kid went up to her in class and complained I was being an autist and making others uncomfortable with my social retardation and that they wanted me to stop.

My way of attempting to make friends was following and stalking people because I'm an autist with no understanding of even basic interaction skills. I'm 26 now and still have no idea how to make friends or interact with others.

 

[Claude]

I've told this story a few times before, but the time when I was 6 and a teacher told me to stop trying to make friends because nobody wanted to be friends with a socially retarded autist like me, and that I deserved to be alone, that everybody hated me, and that I made the others uncomfortable. She said that in front of the entire class.

It was because a kid went up to her in class and complained I was being an autist and making others uncomfortable with my social retardation and that they wanted me to stop.

My way of attempting to make friends was following and stalking people because I'm an autist with no understanding of even basic interaction skills. I'm 26 now and still have no idea how to make friends or interact with others.

brutal shit fk that teacher
shit like this can rlly ruin future tbh especially when cultivated at young