I had planned to go since November 2022, and I only went to see this one band bc they were only playing at this gay ass "punk" fest in Chicago. It went down exactly how I expected, felt like absolute shit most of the time and esp on my way back to the downtown area, walking back after the concert. Ofc I went alone and most people were in couples of friend groups. Felt like a fucking alien, like some diseased repulsive little creature disturbing everyone with my presence.
The crowds were insufferable, so many degen alt chicks, and the heightmogging was painful. Saw this 6'3-6'4 chadlite with a busty goth gf and just wanted to vomit. The only respite I got was when the band played, even then they had to cut their setlist early by 12 songs. It hit the hardest a little after dusk when I was walking the event grounds and some faggity romantic song was playing while hordes of normies walked with their bfs and gfs. I wanted to cry but I haven't been able to in weeks. I was hoping I'd get a chance to talk to someone at least to socialize but nah, not a single fucking person the whole day. Then ofc it was Mexican independence day that night and saw hordes of Mexcrements waving their flags and being obnoxious walljumper scum. None of the spic couples were looksmatched either, always gl foids with mostly sub6 men, all of the guys had those common spic phenos were they're either brown and have pronounced Indio features or look like ur typical tiktok Edgar. I know for a fuckin fact those salsawhores gave me the look, the look every foid gives a sub6 man
The crowds were insufferable, so many degen alt chicks, and the heightmogging was painful. Saw this 6'3-6'4 chadlite with a busty goth gf and just wanted to vomit. The only respite I got was when the band played, even then they had to cut their setlist early by 12 songs. It hit the hardest a little after dusk when I was walking the event grounds and some faggity romantic song was playing while hordes of normies walked with their bfs and gfs. I wanted to cry but I haven't been able to in weeks. I was hoping I'd get a chance to talk to someone at least to socialize but nah, not a single fucking person the whole day. Then ofc it was Mexican independence day that night and saw hordes of Mexcrements waving their flags and being obnoxious walljumper scum. None of the spic couples were looksmatched either, always gl foids with mostly sub6 men, all of the guys had those common spic phenos were they're either brown and have pronounced Indio features or look like ur typical tiktok Edgar. I know for a fuckin fact those salsawhores gave me the look, the look every foid gives a sub6 man
