Yesterday night one of my buddies brought me along with their normie friends to go out for a walk after visiting their apartment. It's a complicated story because the people I went out with aren't really my friends but we hung out in the downtown area of our city walking by hundreds of people, and afterwards got ice cream. As we were walking by this pair of white normies, one of them said, "fuckin' nerd" as he passed me. I didn't have time to react because we were also passing by. I blame my weak fucking jaw. Its over. I don't want to go outside ever again. I'd already felt a ton of anxiety because of experiences in the past that were similar to this one but this is the last one. I'm never going out with anyone ever again. Luckily, I can stay indoors all I want or the rest of the summer before I have to go back to college.
