I drink watch annie may pass out wake up browse incels write code unless I dont have anything to write which I dont then I masturbate, then I drink again and watch annie may and sleep, repeat of previous day then weekend over. I haven't gone outside during a weekender in a while. The optimal state for me excluding the grave would be to LDAR permanently with heroin but instead I wageslave or study slave or whatever the shit I'm doing for the moment after not being a NEET anymore because I realized that I won't rope anytime soon and I can't live with my parents anime girls are cute but I wake up thinking of some cope reason to try but the answer is simply because i have to try but hey if I study slave I might get a good job but I was a NEET for years so Stacy in HR wont look past my looks but Chad wont look past me being a wierd male with a loser CV so I should get the autismbuxx but I cant get the autismbuxx because my foid shrink thought i didnt need then fine then how about you subscribe me some hard drugs or assisted suicide just be yourself and b happy things will improve good boy alright our times up im going to suck my husbands dick i mean take care of yourself