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Obviously, seeing hookers is not a perfect substitute to a genuine intimate relationship. I'm not here to debate that. Over the past month and a half, I have seen a total of three different hookers, and I would be lying if I said it didn't at least change my outlook in life.
I'm going to list, in no particular order, some of the changes that I felt happened to me since I started seeing hookers. This is all anecdotal from my perspective, and it might not necessarily end up being true for you.
It demystifies sex and the opposite gender. It goes deeper than that though. Even banging a hooker takes women as a whole down a notch. I think as a virgin, it's super easy to subconsciously place women on a pedestal, because they have what you want but it seems like they are restricting it from you. Seeing a hooker in a way makes women not all that special. They no longer are in the way of what you want because there will always be some women who will treat you nice and have sex with you for a price.
This is one of the harder concepts to explain, and you really can't understand it unless you've experienced how easy it is to hire a hooker.
It drastically reduced the severity of my porn addiction. I always believed that my porn addiction is more of a symptom rather than a cause; I watched porn because at the time this was the closest I could get to seeing a naked female body, and porn acted as a proxy for sexual release. My prediction has mostly been true.
I also got into watching some seriously weird shit. I frequently masturbated to hentai chicks with dicks, weird fetish videos, anal videos, interracial stuff, you name it. 10+ years of watching porn will do that to you. My porn use has been declining since I got to have sex with actual women, and the stuff I used to masturbate to I just find weird now. I have no idea how I fapped to futanari in the past, and I cringe at the stuff I used to watch.
Every time I saw a hooker, it would kind of reset the depravity of the porn I watch. Like, the first three days after I wouldn't watch any porn, then I would get back into enjoying naked girls, then hardcore porn, then it would get more and more depraved the longer I went without actually seeing a hooker.
My mental health has never been better. You would think that it would be awful because you're paying for it, but it's not really how it works. Sex and intimate company with a woman improves your mental health even if it was paid for.
Before seeing hookers, I was practically suicidal no joke. I was always in a bad mood, I felt bad about my-self. I didn't want to work anymore or do anything anymore. Stuff I used to enjoy like video games or walking outside, I didn't like anymore. One of the reasons I even decided to see a hooker was due to this, the feeling that I was going to rope anyways so I might as well see what it feels like.
I still remember my first experience with a hooker and how it felt afterwards. As I was driving back home, the voice in the back of my head was quiet. It was a calm, enjoyable drive home. I had some music playing softly, and I felt happy for the first time in quite a while. It didn't stop there. The days after I was able to enjoy a lot of things again, I even got back into exercising more rigorously. Since seeing a hooker, I have not even thought once about suicide, it seemed to have disappeared.
I feel motivated to work again. I hated my work. I didn't like working at all, because I saw no benefit for me. What's the point of wage slaving, only to end up buying consumer goods that don't really improve your life? Having a job without having sex feels like being a worker ant in an Ant colony. Worker ants are devoid of any sexual organs and are literally there to be sacrificed and used for the colony. Now that I discovered hookers are an option, I'm more inclined to work because my work can be rewarded with sex.
I'm sorry, but at the end of the day, the only reason men do anything, on a most subconscious level, is for pussy. No pussy, no work.
I no longer care about what women think of me. Seriously, why should I? No matter how many women think I'm undateable, I can always find a woman that's far more attractive than her who will treat me like a King and play with my penis.
A girl won't respect me because I'm ugly? Okay, I'll just hire a hooker with model looks and physique.
A girl won't date me because I'm 5'4"? Sorry, I can't hear you over this 5'9" hooker I just hired.
You just don't give a fuck. It makes no sense to. I've been noticing that my confidence when speaking to women in general has increased. I don't shy from looking them in the eye or treating them the way I treat other men. When you aren't getting laid, no matter how large your resolve is, you will always be subconsciously trying to earn the approval of women through the way you speak, the way you act. When your sexual needs are being met, you no longer feel pressured to be good enough for women. You can enjoy being yourself.
I'm going to list, in no particular order, some of the changes that I felt happened to me since I started seeing hookers. This is all anecdotal from my perspective, and it might not necessarily end up being true for you.
It demystifies sex and the opposite gender. It goes deeper than that though. Even banging a hooker takes women as a whole down a notch. I think as a virgin, it's super easy to subconsciously place women on a pedestal, because they have what you want but it seems like they are restricting it from you. Seeing a hooker in a way makes women not all that special. They no longer are in the way of what you want because there will always be some women who will treat you nice and have sex with you for a price.
This is one of the harder concepts to explain, and you really can't understand it unless you've experienced how easy it is to hire a hooker.
It drastically reduced the severity of my porn addiction. I always believed that my porn addiction is more of a symptom rather than a cause; I watched porn because at the time this was the closest I could get to seeing a naked female body, and porn acted as a proxy for sexual release. My prediction has mostly been true.
I also got into watching some seriously weird shit. I frequently masturbated to hentai chicks with dicks, weird fetish videos, anal videos, interracial stuff, you name it. 10+ years of watching porn will do that to you. My porn use has been declining since I got to have sex with actual women, and the stuff I used to masturbate to I just find weird now. I have no idea how I fapped to futanari in the past, and I cringe at the stuff I used to watch.
Every time I saw a hooker, it would kind of reset the depravity of the porn I watch. Like, the first three days after I wouldn't watch any porn, then I would get back into enjoying naked girls, then hardcore porn, then it would get more and more depraved the longer I went without actually seeing a hooker.
My mental health has never been better. You would think that it would be awful because you're paying for it, but it's not really how it works. Sex and intimate company with a woman improves your mental health even if it was paid for.
Before seeing hookers, I was practically suicidal no joke. I was always in a bad mood, I felt bad about my-self. I didn't want to work anymore or do anything anymore. Stuff I used to enjoy like video games or walking outside, I didn't like anymore. One of the reasons I even decided to see a hooker was due to this, the feeling that I was going to rope anyways so I might as well see what it feels like.
I still remember my first experience with a hooker and how it felt afterwards. As I was driving back home, the voice in the back of my head was quiet. It was a calm, enjoyable drive home. I had some music playing softly, and I felt happy for the first time in quite a while. It didn't stop there. The days after I was able to enjoy a lot of things again, I even got back into exercising more rigorously. Since seeing a hooker, I have not even thought once about suicide, it seemed to have disappeared.
I feel motivated to work again. I hated my work. I didn't like working at all, because I saw no benefit for me. What's the point of wage slaving, only to end up buying consumer goods that don't really improve your life? Having a job without having sex feels like being a worker ant in an Ant colony. Worker ants are devoid of any sexual organs and are literally there to be sacrificed and used for the colony. Now that I discovered hookers are an option, I'm more inclined to work because my work can be rewarded with sex.
I'm sorry, but at the end of the day, the only reason men do anything, on a most subconscious level, is for pussy. No pussy, no work.
I no longer care about what women think of me. Seriously, why should I? No matter how many women think I'm undateable, I can always find a woman that's far more attractive than her who will treat me like a King and play with my penis.
A girl won't respect me because I'm ugly? Okay, I'll just hire a hooker with model looks and physique.
A girl won't date me because I'm 5'4"? Sorry, I can't hear you over this 5'9" hooker I just hired.
You just don't give a fuck. It makes no sense to. I've been noticing that my confidence when speaking to women in general has increased. I don't shy from looking them in the eye or treating them the way I treat other men. When you aren't getting laid, no matter how large your resolve is, you will always be subconsciously trying to earn the approval of women through the way you speak, the way you act. When your sexual needs are being met, you no longer feel pressured to be good enough for women. You can enjoy being yourself.
