Water post but I am so miserable and living such a sad life after blackpill I wish I could go back to being ignorant and happy

[glowIntheDark]

I recently got into a decent university after taking some time off and instead of being happy I am so fucking miserable all the time.

I cannot stop obsessing over my subhumanity. I have stopped finding joy in my old hobbies or old games. I have become cynical and angry .

I have stopped having friends and I rot in my bed all day long on my bed constantly during the weekends.
I am constantly bitter about shit and pick up meaningless fights with retards on X. I hate everything about my life.


I have become cruel to my parents and I can't find any joy in whatever achievements I have. Nothing seems worth Anything anymore


Atleast when I was bluepilled I was happy about my hobbies...I had things going for me now I am just angry and self pitying 24/7

 

[Sloth22]

I wish i was a child again. I was happy and didn't worry about the future and how terrible modern society is

 

[overbeforeitbegan]

I feel you. Even if it's cucked, at least bluepillers experience joy and happiness.

 

[wereq]

I cannot stop obsessing over my subhumanity.

How subhuman are you? Can you ascend with face surgery and gymmaxxing? If so, start working to save up for surgery.

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

 

[LeonTheSilent]

Maybe avoiding internet for a long time. It may rechard your bluepillness and make you happy again.

 

[glowIntheDark]

I feel you. Even if it's cucked, at least bluepillers experience joy and happiness.

yeah That's a silver line for them

 

[glowIntheDark]

Maybe avoiding internet for a long time. It may rechard your bluepillness and make you happy again.

cannot leave this site kek

 

[glowIntheDark]

How subhuman are you? Can you ascend with face surgery and gymmaxxing? If so, start working to save up for surgery.

I am planning to once I have a job but that's too far k. the future tbh

 

[glowIntheDark]

I wish i was a child again. I was happy and didn't worry about the future and how terrible modern society is

i feel u

 

[Mecoja]

I wish i was a child again. I was happy and didn't worry about the future and how terrible modern society is

Same. Only period when we can be truly happy even when life is shitty.

 

[Mecoja]

At least try to secure a decent job. It will save you from even bigger misery and headaches in future.

 

[LeonTheSilent]

cannot leave this site kek

Why not?

 

[wereq]

I am planning to once I have a job but that's too far k. the future tbh

What do you need? BImax? Look into distraction osteogenesis:

View: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLLH2uIjuawb1BD6-LDKceTvApeutOAKpc

 

[glowIntheDark]

What do you need? BImax? Look into distraction osteogenesis:

View: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLLH2uIjuawb1BD6-LDKceTvApeutOAKpc

something for my eye orbits they are very weird I looked up orbital implants....

 

[glowIntheDark]

Why not?

it's very addictive

 

[wereq]

something for my eye orbits they are very weird I looked up orbital implants....

Get orbital decompression, OR this:

What we need to ascend! (100% ded srs ngl)

looksmax.org

Monobloc advancement distraction osteogenesis! Ultimate surgery for ascension!

Massive improvement to her face! She went from crouzon bug eyes and recessed forehead and midface to deep set eyes and well developed maxilla! She just needs IMDO (mandibular distraction) to complete her facial development. :feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic...

looksmax.org

Custom forehead implants and skull implants for robust chad skull is a must. And unlike jaw surgery, its got much less downtime.

From ricecel to Eurasian Chad! Eppley designed this.

looksmax.org

 

[glowIntheDark]

Get orbital decompression, OR this:

What we need to ascend! (100% ded srs ngl)

looksmax.org

Monobloc advancement distraction osteogenesis! Ultimate surgery for ascension!

Massive improvement to her face! She went from crouzon bug eyes and recessed forehead and midface to deep set eyes and well developed maxilla! She just needs IMDO (mandibular distraction) to complete her facial development. :feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic...

looksmax.org

Custom forehead implants and skull implants for robust chad skull is a must. And unlike jaw surgery, its got much less downtime.

From ricecel to Eurasian Chad! Eppley designed this.

looksmax.org

Thanks brocel I will look into this

 

[wereq]

Thanks brocel I will look into this

Consult Dr. Taban.

 

[Zedmund]

I know what you mean, but you can't go home again.

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sMs9Q8nj8xE

 

[BuFFooN]

No happiness for ur face