nettle
Unionist Mosleycel tallfag卐
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Watching others have a fun life, seeing them joke with their friends, knowing someone would cry at their funeral.. Love, first kiss, marriage, sex, having kids, dying surrounded by those you love, to be cared for and wanted, seeing people hold hands in front of me, seeing people succeed in life romantically and socially
This is the life I have always dreamed to be included in and yet I have never once been awarded it. I should not have to put in an effort to be cared for, nor loved. If I was attractive it would be unconditional, but I am ugly and autistic, I need to work for that and it is so tiring knowing that others recirve tenfold compassion for what I get
This is the life I have always dreamed to be included in and yet I have never once been awarded it. I should not have to put in an effort to be cared for, nor loved. If I was attractive it would be unconditional, but I am ugly and autistic, I need to work for that and it is so tiring knowing that others recirve tenfold compassion for what I get