Incels.is - Involuntary Celibate

maybe im delusional but i always thought i looked better at a younger age, pics are from 5-6 years ago when i was 14-15:






i am fat now and look like i have down syndrome - i dont really see the point in losing weight, i was normal weight, and even though i believed i was ok looking i never had any luck with girls, never even kissed one. so i dont see the point in losing weight, other than for health, but why be physically healthy only to suffer mentally from being an incel?

also im 5'10 BUT that's below average in scandinavia where i live