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She said when she first saw him in their university classes, she thought he was “very mysterious and alluring” and she “felt drawn to him, to try and understand and touch his fascinating aura”
Then she detailed how she’d always get so annoyed whenever he got to class and didn’t sit with her, she always made it a point of effort to grab his attention and end up sitting with him.
she knew nothing about him, but kept asking questions, and “Couldn’t think of anything else besides him, I was obsessed with him and wanted to touch, kiss and hold him”
she always insisted they study together, and asked several times for him to join her on a camping trip with a big group of friends
Eventually on the 2nd camping trip they all got drunk and my brother fucked her and she said she was the “happiest girl in the world” that she finally “found the man of her dreams”
they went out on dates and were all romantic and shit afterwards
He didn’t fucking do anything. A girl just saw him and became obsessed with him naturally. He wasn’t confident, he wasn’t assertive, he didn’t do game, he was quiet and didn’t give a shit, but it happened anyway.
I’m really trying to come to terms with this idea of just **existing**, and women are drawn to you, talk to you and show you spontaneous interest and affection. I’m trying to fully internalise what that experience is like, and that OTHER men live this fulfilling, beautiful, romantic experience, and I do not
My entire life has been rejection, every single woman ever, just doesn’t give a shit. No women are naturally drawn to me, fascinated by me, or want to talk to me.
Attraction is supposed to just **happen** like that. Two young people gravitate towards each other and fall in love. If you have to put in effort, you’ve lost, you’re ugly, and it’s over.
Being undesirable in this way is soul destroying.
I won’t ever know the loving touch of another human being.
I won’t ever know what it’s like being lovingly kissed
Taken care of
Caressed
Fuck this is agony
Also my brother is 8.5/10, I’m 3/10, brothers girlfriend is 8/10
Our parents are both 7/10, my brother got lucky
Then she detailed how she’d always get so annoyed whenever he got to class and didn’t sit with her, she always made it a point of effort to grab his attention and end up sitting with him.
she knew nothing about him, but kept asking questions, and “Couldn’t think of anything else besides him, I was obsessed with him and wanted to touch, kiss and hold him”
she always insisted they study together, and asked several times for him to join her on a camping trip with a big group of friends
Eventually on the 2nd camping trip they all got drunk and my brother fucked her and she said she was the “happiest girl in the world” that she finally “found the man of her dreams”
they went out on dates and were all romantic and shit afterwards
He didn’t fucking do anything. A girl just saw him and became obsessed with him naturally. He wasn’t confident, he wasn’t assertive, he didn’t do game, he was quiet and didn’t give a shit, but it happened anyway.
I’m really trying to come to terms with this idea of just **existing**, and women are drawn to you, talk to you and show you spontaneous interest and affection. I’m trying to fully internalise what that experience is like, and that OTHER men live this fulfilling, beautiful, romantic experience, and I do not
My entire life has been rejection, every single woman ever, just doesn’t give a shit. No women are naturally drawn to me, fascinated by me, or want to talk to me.
Attraction is supposed to just **happen** like that. Two young people gravitate towards each other and fall in love. If you have to put in effort, you’ve lost, you’re ugly, and it’s over.
Being undesirable in this way is soul destroying.
I won’t ever know the loving touch of another human being.
I won’t ever know what it’s like being lovingly kissed
Taken care of
Caressed
Fuck this is agony
Also my brother is 8.5/10, I’m 3/10, brothers girlfriend is 8/10
Our parents are both 7/10, my brother got lucky
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