I want my own fantasy novel where im a loner just like irl and its more realistic. Im a bad mage warrior (we would have mana cores that depending on the colour indicates your strength etc) and it would be just about me living in this grand world killing small monsters and trying to become stronger, there would be a huge war between continents and i would have to flee too seeing basically gods go at it, maybe by the end i could be quite strong too but idk yet. I would atleast make it satisfying progression wise (strength and spells and shit) maybe give me an affinity for earth and i can create armour and melee weapons from it too. Mmm what else. I would include my struggles to fit in and how its like being on the bottom of the social and strength hierachy too. It would get quite dark with me almost dying to shitty monsters like minotaurs or a pack of goblins with a hobgoblin leader. Maybe i even join a party but either we run into something far too strong and they try to sacrifice me or i run into bad people who try to kill me and i survive by pure luck and killing one of them. Power system would be like tbate but a lot more expanded.