I can't stop crying about my oneitis. What did I do wrong?! I'm so confused. I don't get why I'm universally hated by women. I need to improve more? Why do I need to become Dave Goggins just to get a gf while it happens so naturally to other guys without jobs or education. I wish there was something I could point to and say "ha, if I had changed that, things would have been different with my oneitis" or "its no surprise I'm a 27yo incel, just look at your life!"
It's so hard to keep dreaming of a better future when all I see in my past are romantic failures. I have 0 evidence that women are even capable of being attracted to me. Am I pursuing an impossibility?
I don't want to hate woman. Women aren't bad or evil for not being attracted to me. It's honestly not in my nature to be hateful and resentful. I'm just so lonely and heartbroken. I'm turning 28 and I haven't even kissed a girl. All I know is bullying and romantic rejection. I don't know what it feels like to be loved by a woman.
I tried everything I can and it failed. My physical appearance is just too repulsive. I've been rejected by my academic peers and women without degrees. It doesn't matter.
So I'm going to focus on my hobbies (gaming, collecting cards, writing) and not interfere with women. I'm also going to try and stop saying hateful things about women online. It just makes me more depressed and bitter, and I don't like that. I'll just keep my nose down, work on my career, and accept that I'll be a lifelong 156cm black virgin.
It's so hard to keep dreaming of a better future when all I see in my past are romantic failures. I have 0 evidence that women are even capable of being attracted to me. Am I pursuing an impossibility?
I don't want to hate woman. Women aren't bad or evil for not being attracted to me. It's honestly not in my nature to be hateful and resentful. I'm just so lonely and heartbroken. I'm turning 28 and I haven't even kissed a girl. All I know is bullying and romantic rejection. I don't know what it feels like to be loved by a woman.
I tried everything I can and it failed. My physical appearance is just too repulsive. I've been rejected by my academic peers and women without degrees. It doesn't matter.
So I'm going to focus on my hobbies (gaming, collecting cards, writing) and not interfere with women. I'm also going to try and stop saying hateful things about women online. It just makes me more depressed and bitter, and I don't like that. I'll just keep my nose down, work on my career, and accept that I'll be a lifelong 156cm black virgin.
