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Oli Bomsa
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- Oct 29, 2018
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I get so fucken angry when I play multiplayer video games and lose. I’ve tried multiple games ranging from racing games to LoL to FIFA. Every time I lose I feel like it’s a reinforcement of yet another thing I’m not good at. Losing makes me feel even more worthless, and as a result the anger manifested as an outward hatred, of the sort “no, this has to be fucking wrong, there’s no way I’m bad at this as well. I have to be good at something”
Today I just realised I’m a life loser. Things don’t go my way, I’ve lost many social, academic, career and cultural challenges, because I just am not good enough, despite trying so hard my whole life. While life goes on, I’m still working on a solid career etc, I just don’t expect any “wins” in life anymore
Inb4 someone says IF U BELIEVE YOURE A LOSER YOU WILL BE. That’s not the point. I try hard in life, but I just realised I have not the skill or genetics to succeed in so many things, no amount of optimism will help with that. I’ve gloomily accepted my place in society
Today I just realised I’m a life loser. Things don’t go my way, I’ve lost many social, academic, career and cultural challenges, because I just am not good enough, despite trying so hard my whole life. While life goes on, I’m still working on a solid career etc, I just don’t expect any “wins” in life anymore
Inb4 someone says IF U BELIEVE YOURE A LOSER YOU WILL BE. That’s not the point. I try hard in life, but I just realised I have not the skill or genetics to succeed in so many things, no amount of optimism will help with that. I’ve gloomily accepted my place in society