i want to get out of the US as soon as possible fuck this place
I feel pretty much the same honestly, and have semi-plans to go perhaps to another country that is more welcoming, but we will see what ultimately happens I suppose. USA has become simply a scary country for me to be in, seeing as I feel there are numerous new religious movements rampaging across it in psychotic fits of frenzy whilst pretending with seeming total impunity as if the establishment clause were not applicable to their themed collections of fiction materials, due to their anosognosia prohibiting them from comprehending that their religious fiction materials are portals into an alternate nonexistent fantasy world with no presence in reality.
A bunch of psychotic religious people screaming at the monsters in the fiction materials encoding the delusional imaginations of the clusters of schizophrenics stalking the media in convergent states of scripted psychotic decompensation. Then charismatic leaders acting as essentially preachers on podiums thumping their hands and promising to send ever more legions of Ghost Busters after the make believe monsters from the make believe fantasy worlds of the themed fiction materials that encoded the delusional imaginations of the convergent schizophrenics stalking the media as a swarm engulfing them.
Pretty much perfectly captures modern USA.
It's really quite scary when they seem to start dominating congress and the like with screams for more and more morality crusades, while in actual reality they just appear to be foaming at the mouth religious psychotics who can't help but to rampage against the free world in their various rabid fits of fiction material induced terrorism against the sane. It's certainly not the way I would like to spend my life, being concerned about which of the outraged, psychotic, and retarded neurotypical fiction material referencing mobs I need to be concerned with at the given moment in time. Eventually they will likely all mass wake up from their hypnotic daze of moral righteousness. Then they can start cleaning up the burning ruins of the once great country they decided to smash into pieces and burn to the ground because of their refusal to acknowledge that their fiction materials are not magical portals into an otherwise unknowable alternate reality of actual existence. Traditionally, this was a non-issue because of traditionally being prevented by the application of the establishment clause and law enforcement community to them; however, today it results in their legislation passing and the subsequent mass enslavement of the disbelievers in their faiths, which has prompted my family to be substantially in the process of fleeing to a safer, stabler country.
USA is likely going to collapse in short order I believe. I find this unfortunate even, and wish it were not so, much as I shout otherwise oftentimes; however, you simply can't have out of control mobs of psychotic fucks referencing fiction materials and being granted congressional hearings and legislation instead of rounding them up with a loony van and throwing them into a fucking mental hospital to administer the much needed NMDAR PAMs to their malfunctioning DMN/TPN toggling mechanisms. You also can't have the entire country criminalized by the outraged screams of eternally morally indignant people who ought to simply shut the fuck up and remain within their highly religious church clusters instead of attempting to impose the will of God onto the filthy heathens.
I don't even mean to sound so nasty and bigoted toward the religious. I actually am even coming around to accepting Einstein's definition of God, for it makes physical sense and is essentially valid physics, other than for we use a quantum model now primarily. I am not per se anti religious, and enjoy discussions with educated, civilized, and freedom tolerating religious people. However, in the USA I feel the preponderance of those most strongly signaling as religious tend to simply seem to want to have a never ending psychotic tantrum regarding the myriad imminent catastrophes to befall them, which can be addressed only by mass incarceration of the population and an ever growing police force to do such things as ensure alternative mating tactics don't divert their faithful to the heathens, which is just preposterous.
I want to do important and useful things, not play the psychotic games of these people while the world has actually serious issues needing addressed in it, and there are actually things of value to do, other than screeching about a scientifically refuted fantasy world and emphatically stomping your feet into the ground screeching for increasing legislation of all matters because of some fraudulent tabloid having riled you up into a rabid, mouth foaming frenzy for the tenth time.
I simply cannot live among rabidly psychotic people who can't to any notable extent stay associated with actual reality. Moreover, it seems to me based on my more recent research, and this actually fits decently well with my life experiences, even as I was always with a decent group of friends and respect paid to me, and cannot complain too much regarding such matters, that I simply will never be truly accepted by neurotypicals, who more so tolerate me as a friend somewhat oftentimes, but never really as one of them. That this seems to be based on my phenotype and ultimately probably substantially being influenced by the sort of genes I have, and that the associated behaviors have been systematically criminalized and demonized egregiously by a seemingly treasonous executive order and the use of hypnosis for the formation of 20th century establishments of religion is ultimately the final straw that broke the camel's back of fleeing from this country as far as my family is seeing things. Particularly as father, who is also high in autism traits, feels roughly the same in being more so tolerated than really accepted here, and as being essentially a non-person (which is even stronger a word than I would use), despite having explicitly risked his life aiming to defend this nation and its previous constitution, which he came home to find in a never ending free fall, and considers to be no longer in effect to any notable extent today.