
Travis Bickle
self-improvementCel khhv 23 suicidal lonely.
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back day only
lat pulldown
pull ups
seated row
low row machine
back extension
cardio incline treadmill 10 minute
then coming back home i went to train track in my city i saw the train coming i wish i could jump and end my life there.
i was too pussy to do it so i will cry on .is again.
gym won't fix inceldom although it is good cope your lifestyle revolves around gym.
gym is all you do.
diet gym sleep that is it.
i wish i don't exist tomorrow.
i have to bear the burden to keep this stupid fucking body going.
fk everything man.
now i have to cook chicken so can go and lift again Monday.
i am so done but i am here that means i am choosing to suffer it is all i have.
nothing else.
i hope someone on .is relates to me on this gymcelling and self-improvement arc that it won't fix anything.
so big and devastating effects of just not having a girl in my life.
so over for me.
i am crying again but it just doesn't matter to me to anybody.
i wish someone hugs me like that fight club scene.
i am so lonely i can't keep this way my life alone is not sustainable.
pls
someone
what
ok
this post is done
lat pulldown
pull ups
seated row
low row machine
back extension
cardio incline treadmill 10 minute
then coming back home i went to train track in my city i saw the train coming i wish i could jump and end my life there.
i was too pussy to do it so i will cry on .is again.
gym won't fix inceldom although it is good cope your lifestyle revolves around gym.
gym is all you do.
diet gym sleep that is it.
i wish i don't exist tomorrow.
i have to bear the burden to keep this stupid fucking body going.
fk everything man.
now i have to cook chicken so can go and lift again Monday.
i am so done but i am here that means i am choosing to suffer it is all i have.
nothing else.
i hope someone on .is relates to me on this gymcelling and self-improvement arc that it won't fix anything.
so big and devastating effects of just not having a girl in my life.
so over for me.
i am crying again but it just doesn't matter to me to anybody.
i wish someone hugs me like that fight club scene.
i am so lonely i can't keep this way my life alone is not sustainable.
pls
someone
what
ok
this post is done