Long story short, I was genetically predisposed to gynecomastia; it just came along with my puberty, and my father had it too, so it's clearly the case. I got surgery to have the glands removed just over a week ago, and I've been recovering since. The glands were rather large and pronounced. I've felt insecure about it for years. I also got liposuction around my waist area, and that area too suffered from a similar problem. I wasn't fat and am not fat, I've tried losing weight, I've tried gymcelling, the fact of the matter was that it was just massive glands and very stubborn subcutaneous fat which just wouldn't go away. With the way my body holds fat I felt like a girl for years, this was one of the things that made me an incel, I still very much am and will die so (dickcel, mentalcel, mental illness, and face) . I did it to feel better about myself. The recovery process is going to take about a year, and I can't work out for a few months. We're at the height of the summer, I can't go outside in the sun due to swelling, I can't move around too much, etc. The surgery was supposed to be sooner but the niggress at the desk in the office fucked it up and we weren't aware. My main cope or hobby is photography, specifically railroads, aviation, and military vehicles (I'm an autist). Instead of being able to enjoy that outside, I'm spending the whole summer inside, wasting my life. For me, summer is particularly depressing, and the last two were marked by staying home and bedrotting due to various factors. I wanted to change that this year, but here we are, another summer wasted. I hope it was worth it but at least with the way it's swollen right now the result looks like shit and my aerolas are now a lot lower down than they were before, my chest is also spread apart rather than having good muscle insertions so right now my chest looks like shit and I don't know how bad the scarring will be.
