Blackpill Universe keeps throwing L's, no matter what I do.

[Justanotherbloke]

I'm a firm believer that in nature, some of us were predestined for failure, and I'm part of that group I feel like.

No matter what I do, even if the stars align perfectly and I'm in a perfect spot to perform great or become great and have potential, Nature or the universe disrupts it, holds me back .
There's always a problem / setback that pops up and it's annoying as fuck.



Short venting session off topic:
I hate my fucking height, hate the fact that my parents were short cause they should.have never procreated with their dumb naive fucked up stupid Brain.
I couldn't even reach average height of at least 5'10.

I'm a.5'8 manlet and because of my height, the course / path of my life that I should have taken and wanted to take is altered.

 

[nice_try]

Welcome to the club. You're not alone.
We were born to suffer so others can be happy.
We keep the universe in balance.
@incelerated

 

[Justanotherbloke]

Welcome to the club. You're not alone.
We were born to suffer so others can be happy.
We keep the universe in balance.
@incelerated

Someone here (can't remember who)
Said that in nature this is a natural phenomenon.

There are losers and winners, to balance stuff out.
Fuck this shit

 

[nice_try]

Someone here (can't remember who)
Said that in nature this is a natural phenomenon.

There are losers and winners, to balance stuff out.
Fuck this shit

The stars regularly align to make things difficult for me.
I have to always plan for the worst case and be ultra cautious with everything.
Meanwhile other guys are dumb as a brick and do the most idiotic things but they always get away with it because they're lucky.

I noticed this so much and so regularly that there's no rational explanation for it except that I'm here to play the game on ultra hard mode so that others can have fun in tutorial mode. Everything needs to be in balance, ying & yang n shit.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

The stars regularly align to make things difficult for me.
I have to always plan for the worst case and be ultra cautious with everything.
Meanwhile other guys are dumb as a brick and do the most idiotic things but they always get away with it because they're lucky.

I noticed this so much and so regularly that there's no rational explanation for it except that I'm here to play the game on ultra hard mode so that others can have fun in tutorial mode. Everything needs to be in balance, ying & yang n shit.

I've always had the work ethic and drive in some aspects of my life, but never succeeded no matter how many hours I put into something, how disciplined, consistent and dedicated I was.

Meanwhile another low IQ dumb ass puts 10% of effort into something and he succeeds

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

Someone here (can't remember who)
Said that in nature this is a natural phenomenon.

There are losers and winners, to balance stuff out.
Fuck this shit

 

[Justanotherbloke]

I'm just so depressed man. I haven't felt like myself since 2019, not caring about anything just living in the moment

 

[Emba]

I always wanted a hat with a big L on it...

 

[antisocialcel]

If the universe, world, society hates you, well, retribute this hate.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

not caring about anything just living in the moment

me ever since my mental illness manifested. God truly put some of us in the "extra" role