Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I should stop rotting and improve my life for different reasons, but that's besides my current point.
Women aren't really a reward anymore. They're chores, they're nagging, quarrelsome chores that constantly take and take and give very little back.
As high as my sex drive and desire to make love and be affectionate and intimate with a woman are, my body and brain obviously think they're not worth actually going out and putting in some work in order to get them.
Well, my extreme avoidance of people, general anxiety and chronic laziness (and many other issues) certainly have a lot to do with it too. But if my body and brain thought that it was worth it, I'd at least try and be better and change.
But they're just not worth it. The wet hole and the few other things that come with it just ain't worth all that effort. And this is not the blackpill talking, this is the reason why my body and brain just aren't mobilizing at all, they'd rather just sit around and do nothing, rotting rather than trying to get a woman.
Tbh and I'm being deadly serious when I'm saying this, the only way I can imagine or see myself dating a woman is if she asked me out. And that's if going out on dates and shit wouldn't be too bothersome. I'm gonna die a virgin and alone and it kinda is my fault.
Women aren't really a reward anymore. They're chores, they're nagging, quarrelsome chores that constantly take and take and give very little back.
As high as my sex drive and desire to make love and be affectionate and intimate with a woman are, my body and brain obviously think they're not worth actually going out and putting in some work in order to get them.
Well, my extreme avoidance of people, general anxiety and chronic laziness (and many other issues) certainly have a lot to do with it too. But if my body and brain thought that it was worth it, I'd at least try and be better and change.
But they're just not worth it. The wet hole and the few other things that come with it just ain't worth all that effort. And this is not the blackpill talking, this is the reason why my body and brain just aren't mobilizing at all, they'd rather just sit around and do nothing, rotting rather than trying to get a woman.
Tbh and I'm being deadly serious when I'm saying this, the only way I can imagine or see myself dating a woman is if she asked me out. And that's if going out on dates and shit wouldn't be too bothersome. I'm gonna die a virgin and alone and it kinda is my fault.
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