If we take the iniciative with women, if we go for what we want, we're going to be judged, I wouldn't care as much about being rejected if it wasn't for the judgemental faces women give me when I try, it's like they are offended at unattractive men who have the AUDACITY of thinking they have a chance, for having the audacity of not knowing their fucking place.
But if we don't take the iniciative, we are going to be judged too, they are going to say it's our fault for not putting an effort, that we are lazy, manosphereans are gonna tell us that we are beta and we lack masculinity for not taking the iniciative.
I don't take the iniciative because I want to avoid being uncomfortable and making others uncomfortable with my uglyness and low value, I'm going to make women uncomfortable no matter how nice I am or how much I respect consent and respect the limits they want to put to me, they are going to hate me for thinking I have a chance with them, for indirectly saying I'm at their level, that's enough to offend them. For others, sex is normal, but for me sex is too much to ask for.
We're going to be judged whether we take the iniciative or not, we're going to be judged no matter what we do, we can't win, they preffer to assume we are lazy or evil before admitting it's not always our fault.
I hate being a man, if I was a woman my sexual life would already be resolved, I would receive sex, affection and attention no matter how much I hated the opposite sex or how horrible my personality was, my sexual needs would be satiated frequently.
Sexhavers would tell me that sex isn't that important, but that's because they are already sexually satisfied, so they don't put too much importance on sex because it isn't something to worry about for them, it isn't an emergency for them. I crave sex, I need sex, I need to be touched, I hate myself I want to die, I hate this state of never-ending suffering since I was a teen.
But if we don't take the iniciative, we are going to be judged too, they are going to say it's our fault for not putting an effort, that we are lazy, manosphereans are gonna tell us that we are beta and we lack masculinity for not taking the iniciative.
I don't take the iniciative because I want to avoid being uncomfortable and making others uncomfortable with my uglyness and low value, I'm going to make women uncomfortable no matter how nice I am or how much I respect consent and respect the limits they want to put to me, they are going to hate me for thinking I have a chance with them, for indirectly saying I'm at their level, that's enough to offend them. For others, sex is normal, but for me sex is too much to ask for.
We're going to be judged whether we take the iniciative or not, we're going to be judged no matter what we do, we can't win, they preffer to assume we are lazy or evil before admitting it's not always our fault.
I hate being a man, if I was a woman my sexual life would already be resolved, I would receive sex, affection and attention no matter how much I hated the opposite sex or how horrible my personality was, my sexual needs would be satiated frequently.
Sexhavers would tell me that sex isn't that important, but that's because they are already sexually satisfied, so they don't put too much importance on sex because it isn't something to worry about for them, it isn't an emergency for them. I crave sex, I need sex, I need to be touched, I hate myself I want to die, I hate this state of never-ending suffering since I was a teen.
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